East's Thought's

    Forever searching for "the beginning of forever." It's a contradiction in terms. Still the best you can do is chill and read a Book, if your bored or not.
    Everyone deserves to experience the "crazyness" of life.
    Only fools  thinks that time stops before them.





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East's Thought's

    You do something, just about anything and it will help you figure it out: Mind travel.

East's Thought's

    Right, the government, the media, big business, money seemingly have little place in an existential, metaphysical life, there just distractions. power to the people.
    No! I don't feel like being your little action so I can be a better person. I like being myself so I can grow.
    My father hit me when I was a baby, crying, many times. Gave me a psychosis. Sometimes life is idiotic. Be happy with what you have.
    May you have many human sides, then perfect.
    Better or growth? Only a fool would believe you, or life itself is perfect.
    Love that person is like saying, You love their imperfections. The human mind can only stand so much.
    There's hope plus human growth in space and mind travel.
    For now, the both of you, try and understand the difference between growth (man) and betterment (women), see it each other.
    Betterment? growth? Kids?

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    Life is rough on kids and existence is impossible for adults.
    Soul deeds and circumstances and mind travel and who are we to whom or what? Our Superego's I guess, that's what dictates. As long as your comfortable with yourself.
    "Oh!" The english speaking life, it ain't enough and good show.
    Life is complicated and I understand it all, so see me as somebody. (Try helping them to be complete.)

East's Thought's

    Thou we don't know what form the mind and Soul will take on with mind travel; I suppose deeds and circumstances will tell the tale and are we headed of to Saturn and work farms to deed until were good. Then it's off into the Universe. Were good now, were not going to hurt anything or any life form. Hey! We did it! Congrats!

East's Thought's

    Right! "Work!" An interesting word. Generally speaking we don't need it just to be good people. It can help us to stay out of trouble. Aliens? No. We don't need it to mind travel. Yet every experience can be useful.
    Money? Is an interesting word. We don't need it to be good people. More times then not it fucks us up.

East's Thought's

    Soul's are made of  Sun's, space, dark matter, dark energy.
    One of man's problems is he never worked, not really; or he over does it--rare.
    Boy! Mankind sure brings there problems with them don't they.
    Work place: Everyone should figure it out for themselves
    "People," looking to run off a length of Soul and to hell with the meaning and people get left behind.
    We make it as a race but kill ourselves off quality wise. One thing, watch the fast eddy's and chill, read book's. A lot of people working the words around you. I don't have the time.
    Does the "human condition" exist? Only for those who think time stops before them. And we can learn and forget. No conditions, just what we remember and those are just divots.
   

East's Thought's

    Soul behavior: Unresolved issues, abuse, violence occurs. we need a coping mechanism in place.Something going for you, something to think about as we behave which will detract a violent urge or surge. That's one way to cope.
    Alien encounters: If you don't know what your doing don't do anything.
    Some people don't know what there doing, they just do it, and it feeds on itself. I'm talking about domestic abuse, childhood beatings, the kind that cause psychosis, for life, and sometimes the medication doesn't work if at all.
    Jesus gets in the way? Helping is only natural, were all human Saint's really.
    Were starting to strangle the worlds problems.
    Black? Sometimes you have to look to see and people don't want to do that; no time, sad.

East's Thought's

    It's all here in my blog, you don't want to exploit alien life forms for any reason. If they don't need help, and even if they do, it may be best to leave them alone, have them work it out for themselves. We, or no one, or any life form should turn into, become, a black or worm hole, for errant deeds.   
    It's not so much as, can we help them, but do they really need help.
    You have problems in this life? Fix them. It's the helping out that should be enough for us.
    We have the mental capabilities to experience outer space personally. Relationships here are just foreplay, so we can figure things out, here and out there, space.
    Men and women; good men, and women who want to be better, and there men to be better to, when they should probably leave well enough alone. I guess it's in the gal's DNA.
    I guess were all going after the same thing, to figure out every thing, the universe(s) and it's all a work in progress, even helping. Mind travels is our next step.

East's Thought's

    When were all helpers you know we've made it.
    And were all trying to figure it out and live forever, that's the way it is in this universe.
    One day you just e-mail your kids to day care.

East's Thought's

    The weather (the enviornment) is telling us, you better get going and figure it out or we'll get hit by an asteroid or a meteor plus what else can happen to us?

    And she turned into a wall so he couldn't be free. 

    Yep! If  the aliens in their worlds are in the physical chances are it ain't going to be a pretty life.    

    He can't give her what she needs existentially because all he needs is to "be," is that enough for her? Each person is different.   
    Winning and losing: Is it needed? How does the losing team feel? Attention and no attention. How does the girl feel?
    Man's passion: A power for women to wield? Where your emotions take you, watch what you become.
   

East Thought's

    No! The best way to deal with the Soul elicits, after you bring them back, is to put them on Saturn till they confront what they've done in  all it's ramifications, admit to it, test them by putting them to work, till were all sure their right in the head (we can use Saturn's moons if we have to) then move them on down to Jupiter to join the rest of good returners. From there it's back to Earth and then mind traveling, using the universe's sun's as mind energy. Okay! We've done the right thing.
    Who do you stand before? Is it more then one entity at a time? Doe's it change? God? Dad? Ego, alter Ego, Mom, the family. Oh, what difference does it make, sorry I brought it up.
    I think I said it before, but I'll say it again. We help. We rebuild alien worlds, learn as we go and grow. Till we really get good at it. I'm sorry ladies there's no place for needs, and men, no place for Ego's out here. It's just a matter of time before you throw yourselves and whole worlds into black, holes or worm holes. There are other universe's. There all different, they go on forever, your busy. Let's get these entities on their feet and traversing this universe first. That's why we call our universe--Helpers.
    We all have to figure it out for ourselves. If you can do it together, be happy.

East's Thought's

    All we have to do is figure it out, and the best we can do now is wait and chill. Peace and read.

    Doe's every physical life occupied world have it's weak spot, like we have ours, Hawaii, as a cleansing mechanism? Flush the dead life down the Pacific ocean into the core of the earth where it burns not leaving a trace. Exactly where does the rebuilding begin again so we may someday enjoy success?

    "What do you mean you met a space alien in the flesh?" How embarrassing. Is that the best we can do? No ,out of body experience, mind travel?

    

East's Thought

    Right! The millennials, boy! Some of us are struggling. The opioids, drugs in general, hurting ourselves physically, fighting each other (60 seconds). I'm sorry for you. The answer to me is to chill by reading more books, that also makes for a qualitative life besides killing time. We have a lot of things going for us. Like planet discovery's, cures for old age, energy from hydrogen, better treatment for diseases, lots of good stuff going on. A lot of negative stuff to but that's nothing new, we live with it. If this mind travel thing works out you have it made (please read my blog). Forever figuring things out. Forever helping. Forever rebuilding's.

East's Thought's

    Is forever crazy? No, different. Is there life in other universe's? If it happens once it's happened before and again. Just get them to travel as soon as possible.
    We save societies because they would do the same for us. And we always come back to save them no matter how many times it takes.
    All that happens here is just foreplay to what we deal with out there. Every experience no matter how awkward or painful has a use.
    Fast Eddies and little Book reading, thanks, what else, social media, and caring is a precious commodity. Tough world!
    Take a break, I have to work on my cure and mind travel messages.

East's Thought's

    I've said it before, the idea is to get all the entities ready to traverse this universe as well as onto the others.
    Were in harms way: Meteors, asteroids, acts of God, infighting, get them up and running as fast as possible, and it's onto the next.
    Then there's the young and the destroyed and the rebuilding and that's where the fun begins.
    We all have minds no matter what the condition.
    If the forever universe's are real there's answers for everyone.
    And our earthly dreams seem to be a waste of time and a disappointment compared to whats in space and the helping.
    Is suffering a form of cleansing, if failure, then a rebuilding 
    Right! I wrote "Bring you back and correct you." Sorry, my mistake. It should read; for most. Bring us back and cure our ill's and get ready for mind travel, feeding off the sun's as we visit the planets and satellites.

East's Thought's

    Power to the people as long as they do the best they can do. Mind travel? We'll have robots do the heavy lifting and maintaining, that and the criminals till there corrected and trained, if that's what they want.
    Manager: There's no one else there but someone else will do it. "Oh!" That stain underneath the urinal! Time to change the tile. Who cares!
    Intelligence--whats that suppose to mean, if your not practical?
    Be a God, it's the only thing that will satisfy you, it's fun once you get the knack and it just may save you from getting cancer.
    Soul and memories in the subconscious.
    The helping: If they're inundated with foreign life, you don't enter and make it worse. Values matter. Wait till the zone clears out? Leave a sensor and be gone.
    Discover, a clearing, bring them back to life, infuse luck (a change) leave a sensor and be gone.

East's Thought's

    Strange: A world created schizophrenic's then put them down for it. That's a "class" I guess. Yeah right! If it works? "Oh!" The illicit! (I guess invest in the pet business.)   
    No. It's help, and I mean but good or end up in worse shape as a person? I thank God I can be myself.
    The gals will jerk you around the status sphere, give them something to think about and possibly need.
    If you think this life is strict and unforgiving wait till you get out there--space--that's where the real conscious party begins.
    Going the material route is like saying I accept death and that's it.
    Managers don't give a shit about you. You can work harder then they ever worked, they  don't appreciate it.
    Hopefully we can talk to aliens before any helping is accomplished. Prey we don't make a mistake.
    The idea with these kids is to keep the crap out of their minds while giving them quality things to think about.
   

East's Thought's

    I guess we better stick to rebuilding failed societies, then sticking our nose's into other lives businesses's. That's what they do with us pretty much.
    Rebuild and keep infusing luck till they make mind travel.
    We could be on our 17th rebuilding, that's the way it happens sometimes. It doesn't mean they give up. Thank God for the Intelligence's. Maybe we can do it to?
    Species's fail, suffer, die and are reborn; that's the price we(?) pay for reality. So live it up and help out. Good old self worth. 
    A quality life, figuring out the meaning of helping--selfless and motiveless. Por nada.
    To the elicit , we bring you back, and you have a choice; you can either put on the Soul correction googles, stay here and take care of the bodies, or go out there and be put in a worm or black hole for the rest of your life.
    Women--ingrown lives, sugar, may lead to cancer?

East's Thought's

    The abusers: Can't help who the are, some of them are still animals in part, a common theme, they didn't want to work, not really. And we can change, generally speaking, just a little bit. They could grow out of it, but more often then not situations just change. What are their Souls? Jury rigged, shit perspective logic. 

    The highlight of his rehashed Soul days. A neighbor filled up a watering can. 

    Anyway we should be in the helping phase of  human life. Soul saving is next, it's either that or your in a worm or black hole in outer space, and that's were you go, that's what they do. And we can do better. 

    3D goggles, light, sound, pleasing to the mind, slowly brings you around. Your cured, now go out there and experience and help and don't fuck up. We don't want to add to the problems out there.    

    If you find something in life you like to do, and or help. Wow! It's tough to count on love and there's never enough money.    

    We'll suck the violent macho right out out of you turn it into toilet tissue to wipe your ass with

    Jesus just doesn't seem to doing the job. Helping, problem solvers seems to be where it's at along with experiencing. 

East's Thought's

    I swear, all universal environments are connected. Just like we are all connected here through social media. All universe's are forever stuff.
    Mind travel, and were all somebody.
    Ladies beware the man who thinks he's got something to prove. Specifically, that he's greater then any other man. Drama and abuse may follow, watch the kids.

East's Thought's

    I won't be blogging on a regular basis. If your still interested I'd check back on a weekly basis. Thank you my few readers.

East's Thought's ( About Three Day's Worth.)

    Mind travel: That's all the sun is trying to tell us; figure it out, it's your's. 

    In Illinois, Chicago--plenty of ways to help.

    Journey of the selves and goodness. You help someone like your helping another self.

    For he love of Dad, I'll screw up my life.

    Yep! People out there in the business world nipping at individuals and the fabric of society. Not just at the retail level but across the board. Tears at America. who are these people? "Everybody does it." It tears at being natural. 

    Men in a man's world--be somebody, even if it's evil? Can he "be" just for the sake of being?

    Sure are a lot of people trying to get over on you, nipping at your edges.

    She doesn't want to work, but she sure is attuned to you, pretty little girl I guess.

    I'm not rich but I'm comfortable.

    What do you mean by a better man? A smarter one? Are you a trickster? Elicit?

    Is it easier being a cheerleader then doing the work?

    The new craze among the elicits is apologizing for themselves as they wack you over the head. (Real fancy, real fancy.)

    Life should be easy, it doesn't have to be work.

    Elicits, you can't see them, but they are always around you. For a million dollars they'll kill you. Everybody does it.

    This universe needs a name because there are so many. I hereby christen this universe "Happy!"

    The ownership, the roles, the genres--look out!

    Donald Rumsfeld. A slap in the face to US servicemen and women. We may learn from his indifference.

    This is a forever test, you either make it here or you don't make it at all.

    It's not the work that's work; it's the life that works. And to get meaning boy sometimes you have to work.

    "Oh," throw up your hands--God will take care of it. 

    

East's Thoughts (Probably 3 day's worth.)

    Yep! Eat and reproduce to reach your highest point.
    Animal conscious, you know the ones, the physicals, generally speaking, fighting rather then reason seems to be the conscious choice or comes to mind; muscle conscious.
    Competing with muscle intelligence. "Boy!" Do I want to be like them when I grow up.
    You don't have to be high, low to just "be." We are, anything's possible.
    Energy: The nature of our universe, that's all we can think of.
    If you can't help. help the helper's.
    Life: What's the point in doing it the first time, if you don't want to do it a second, or more. We all usually have something we like to do.
    Not working? Okay. Did you fail yourself? Are you still a nice guy or gal, honest, straight, do you still help out? Then you didn't fail yourself.
    Helping troubled alien worlds? Try the luck factor.
    A lot of men--most? Don't know helping is where it's at.
    Yep! I we live to experience other universe's will become unrecognizable to who we are today. We'll have to adapt to be able to interpret the new sensual experience's.
    "The helpers," figure out how we'd be rebuilt if we fail. That's our main goal with other life forms we may encounter.
    Yep, and women here are the key, we can't figure them out, but we keep trying, just like we have to eternally figure out the forever's.
    A lot of people have trouble with the word "being," as in human being. To much energy, drive. You learn when your older, if you survive.
    Their need for thank you's can only be as endless as there selflessness and pride looking back, they enjoyed it.
    Real meaning and perfection is what what holds us together and fails us. Oh! The journey of the selves to do good.
    Easy death and the journey of the selves goes on.

East's Thought's (2 or three days worth)

    We human's came from one of the original blank tablet seeds kicked out in the beginning of this universe. then there are animals which is what we ran on to get where we are today. As humans we are now blank tablets itself and what ever we right on them.
    This universe should survive forever. Us? Will we need to be rebuilt? Have we been before? How many times? And what exactly happened? There must be some system for rebuilding life forms, were probably all over this universe. Animals for Christ sake! I swear were just a crazy experiment. Eat to reach your highest potential or die trying.
    Were Gods, with, around and for all other life entities, were all here to serve.
    And "out there," to them is the same as "out there" to us.
    I prey we don't have to be rebuilt and corrected, Wow! What a job and no evidence left behind, and they do it when they have time and when they feel like it. Get in line.
    Man's man, every man wants to be antiquated.
    Hey, they took pride in the fact they were not perfect, maybe they had money.
    Life: You can figure it out from the outside in or the inside out. Or just by being.
    Rocks, stone, a form of gas?
    Do you really want to meet an extra terrestrial in the flesh? I can't wait to hear about their problems.
    Play them as fools, use tricks and work the edges. That's life, I guess.
    Slip stream-- in and out of the memories of this life.
    Are we living in a circular evolution around man's Libido?
     Mind travel basics; are the rich worth a damn?
      Self image and the environment, crime, men playing each other as fools; secondly, women are getting into the act. Caring, right out the window.
    Self worth and reason to live, the future.
    Perfect meaning is tough, I guess that's why there is love, nope, it just isn't perfect.
    I guess you could say "being" is the greater good.

East's Thoughts (two or three day's worth)

    "The Six," Yep all these planets rotating around each other and throw in a few satellites, rotating around a grand Sun, they all have intelligent life on them, there all different and they all hate each others guts. Booby trap themselves, if one goes they all go, gravity dependent on each other.
    And half of it's what you don't see and hear, and never had to, and one day no one will ever have to. They'll live.
    Helping without hurting, would it help if you knew you had an investment in the future; your future: Mind travel.
    You don't want to fail yourself, or others:judgement, tough nut. You can over do anything. "Oh, are Ego's!" Were all life.
    Man: The eternal skeptic, why bother learning if your constantly going to doubt it. Hey! Your somebody, your dumb.
    It's easy for man to attract guilt, slows him down (pardon the word) cripples.
    What did we become while we became, what we looked up to? Problems. We overcame, It wasn't pretty. We made it. We learned, We passed it on, we helped. Way better then not making it. No complaints.
    What will the seers see, have seen? Will see? Who are these seers? Our subconscious for one, really, aliens--will they help? "Oh the physical!" Forget the physical, were not going to make it. Mind travel is where the future's at. Right up to heaven and beyond folks, recharging from the sun's.
    When were all finished whacking each other over the heads or at lest take a break, take a good look up, and I mean a really good look.
    Mind travel, we clean ourselves off, a little dusting. Hey! Were ready!
    "Oh the physical, I prey I'm wrong.

East's Thought's (two or three days worth)

    Story's are what built this world, are they getting old? The same old, same old?
    Universe's, damn, how do I figure out forever? It's there in all life and matter and it's been going on forever. Where did we come from in it? I see us on the outskirts of it, a new universe. Were probably half shot time wise, half the time to get the earth going here, maybe twelve billion years. Another twelve of an expanding universe, then what? Smash, collide, the suns burnt out. It won't matter, were jammed into other universes. They'll repel us and we bounce back, dead of course.
    Universe's-- right! Like black and white, like potato's and carnivals by comparison.
    And no I don't believe in the big bang theory. Take a look at the formation of some of these galaxies and you'll see why.
    No. It came out of an opening in loose globs, then after a few billion years the lights came on, the suns.
    Now it's the selves and where did they come from? Us, animals; they?
    "Yep! Make room for another universe and what happened no I don't need any "self" popping in to save me.And once again, were born again every fourteen billion years or so. Unless we can shorten it up through the subconscious.
    The subconscious is a form of outer space, dark matter, dark energy, an off chute of this stuff.
    We all strive to be perfect, like our supposed creators. To them were low class, a cleansing of their imperfections, necessary to them I guess. But they made one mistake, they gave us free will. And now I don't have to follow the path up to them to do it again. To much suffering, one's to much. I may try and be perfect, but I'm not going to over do it.
   
 

East's Thought's (just for fun, two days worth)

    Yep! We have to help out here (earth) till we make it, no matter how many try's so we can move on  to out there and that's the law of the "here's" in the universe. Like it or not.
    It's easy to write about Viet Nam just like it's easy to live with Schizophrenia, try it you may like it..
     I'd rather be the helper then the helped, while being selfless, motiveless.
    Women are better in dealing with change then men. Help the helpers, women, to man it's a come down, a drag.
    The little things will drive most men nuts, but that's where it's at. Now man needs to talk with someone, control, maybe a small clinic, yep, a therapist.  
    Man helped women, so women can help man, control: Moms.
    Everybody talk.
    Excessive pride: Tough, drawn out death.
    No time for female change games.
   
    That's it for now folks. Thanks.
   

East's Thought's (2 Day's worth)

    Oh! The moods of other universe's edges and our steady state universe, existence at risk: Were expanding.
    Man's gotta do something. Women can get by doing something close to nothing
    Right, no one's working and were all experiencing and helping, which is what were doing anyway:Space.
    Some women have trouble with men, (and we grow) we have problems with life sometimes. The idea is to keep occupied constructively.
    Hey, man is life just like you are--"life." Don't blame him, don't blame anybody:Just another barnacle on the boat of mankind. Sometimes you may have to scrape them off.
    And some women think man can make plants grow. And once again were god's not magicians.
    Women against man. Is that the same thing as saying she failed herself?
    And once again potentially great people grab the heat over a few bad leaders, they grab death and I guess that's a lower form of life to the people who are left; they call it relief.
    The U.S. may be great but it's still a country, at risk like all others.
    Gal's good at the details like you wouldn't believe.
    And all universe's surviving independently like a game of pong, that's the idea anyway. No need to change anything as we traverse.
    Machine helping--make life better, detracts from survival and a meaningful life. You get taken and who do you blame?
    Helping man, if you can, if he will except it.
    Americans are better off living in foreign countries.
    Independent man. Leave a little mess behind, it gives you something to do in mind, when you come back.
    You could say your from all the universes and you'd be right.
    And you could say, everyone, all life, all matter is from all the universes.

East's Thought's ( 2 days worth)

    What you do here is what you take there, which is just another here: a different form of energy.
    If your good, you go on, if your not good luck to you. A little tip, were still learning (as always) so there is hope for us.
    Right! Is it still to early for school space alien training? That's what school's are for anyway. Really.
    People's natures: They make sure we make it.
    Do you follow the show?
    Sex: A celebration of death--what a way to go.
    Nature: Push button death, were out of here.
    Do we all pine for a new life? It's false, the same thing will happen more or less. And our universe probably would like to stay away from the forever's to. Some thing will happen, lets make it all better.
    " Hey, what do you know?" Forever is a bunch of nonsense. It's what you make of it, where your at; where ever, and hopefully that will be your forever.
    It's a free ride for the selfish.
    Forever is a sham, your, your own forever.
    Bananas and shit. "Hey look I'm a monkey!"
    It's tough to maintain a steady state reality when people are having kids all the time--like I said were made for travel, experiencing, learning, and figuring it out as we go and grow.
    If we don't make it okay' others don't make it, they, (us) can put time back together again and  correct it and get it moving again, and keep doing it till they get it right.
    Story's and love, can the aliens relate? Are they free? If so they have a better chance of figuring it out--themselves and self travel.
    If this wasn't a "helping" universe it would't be worth it.  
   

East's Thought's ( 2 days worth)

    I feel so good, I don't remember anything. Boy! Were going places.
    A man with a third grade intelligence can kill off life as we know it. Men with degrees who have imaginations and ultra-intelligence's are powerless. And you'd be surprised at the amount of guilt a man can live with.
    Small planet? "Make it," quick.
    We progress a little everyday, forever.
    "Oh!" The riddles of reincarnation: Better put stock in a clear conscience.
    What's our relationship with people? When were nice to each other, that's when we'll figure it out.
    Man (women) blues, oh learning curve. Can guilt be far behind? Surely it must be tagging along. Just for curiosity, where does reincarnation fit in here?
    He hasn't learned that we are literally going around forever.
    Try a clinic, at least once in your life, (preferably early). They tend to be more honest. And I'm talking about therapists,
    Human drive is an interesting thing. Does it draw out emotional needs? Exaggerate them?
    He shouted "God is great!" At the top of his lungs. Was he really saying the subconscious is great?
    Hey! Are you constantly looking for what's behind it all? Don't waste your time. It's quick and easy, just look in the mirror.
    He was a man among men:He didn't give a shit.
    Is there a difference between being a man and a good person? It's tough at times.

East's Thought's

    Right The idea is when this universe dies out another begins. If we keep this universe going forever--no worries. No more bullshit in this universe happening , like our past lives happening again, junk! And bring them all back. We visit other universes, just keep this one alive in good shape.
    Don't know what universe your in? That's okay, save the one you find yourself in.
    Replenish the sun's, plenty of dark matter, and dark energy out there, get answers from other universe's (other forever's) Email it back.
    Say? How are those other surrounding, supportive universe's doing? They must be okay, were holding our own, and of course advancing all the time.
    Recycle the worm and black holes.
    We have to be progressive were having kids.
    Yep! We have to be progressive yet maintain a steady state universe(s).

East's Thought's

    Be yourself, but be trained in first alien encounters.
    Oh! Sacred ground of pig gypsies.
    If your a little crazy are you perfect?
    We all have to act a little crazy at times to remain sane. Perfect?
    Ahhhh! Don't change anything, mind travel should save us all.
    Yep! Some of us don't use the word subconscious; but brain. What is the subconscious? Still a mystery.
    Body and emotion trading; emotion and identity trading. Do it on facebook?
    Movement--life's supercharged emotions packed into small spaces looking for more life or a life. So much depends on it : movement.
    So much has to happen, and were all "it."
    And look back with a surge of pride: Is it perfect, great job. Who needs the cheers? All you need is yourself really.
    Psychosis and new realities, like black holes in space? So what as long as they aren't violent; include them in your life, they aren't bad people, really; victims.    
   

East's Thought's

    Life goes on forever: Because if it happens once it will happen again. That and in our doings we make it go on forever.

    All you have to do is get use to universal life is understand that universe's go on forever. Life is forever.

    Yeah, hard to believe all the past earths in all the past universe's, did they make it? Some did some didn't, ( In the universe's forever graveyard and museum?) All the past times and next times go pretty much the way they go they go this time. 

    Your either trained in something or left behind. Or maybe over trained; your grounded.

    Time to nail the Wall Street journal to the cross. They mailed out an ad for their paper and it looks just like a bill. Assholes.

    Times: Man becomes more animal like and women crazier? Remember your fathers, mothers, your routines, give and take; fundamentally appreciating the good things people have done for you no matter how long ago. 

East's Thought's ( 2 days worth)

    A little common sense, intelligence, wouldn't hurt in dealing with space aliens.
    "Oh! What a cute little girl!" Life is easy.
    Hiding behind the look? No one will know the real story.
    Meaning and work, it doesn't have to be so hard.
    Inner planet meaning: it's work. Get a jump, get a job. Hey! You learned early. Maybe make it easy on yourself. At least you know what half of it is all about. Perfect. Maybe your a little closer to it.
    "The holler." Yeah, I suppose there are pockets in space where people are quite happy. (No need to go any further--they're happy.) Private property. Email us. Communities. You worry about the next universe.
    And man turns into an unbelievable mess. For what? Ego?
    Are subconscious's God like--no reason to fight--just fighting yourselves.
    It's my guess that there are some very savvy aliens out there who are just more adaptive in dealing with other life forms out there, they take it for granted. Bang! Right from the get go, there out there! Boy! Do we have a ways to go.
   

East's Thoughts

    Some men can't be saved they just except it: death. What's the point? You have to wonder what makes them stand up in the mourning? You have to laugh and feel sorry for them at the same time.
    I was looking for forever, saw it and lost it. Forever isn't perfect, be happy your alive. Forever, searching for the perfect forever. It doesn't only helping.
    Hazards to the needy, the people who want and the religious, generally people with motives; there are worm holes, black holes and who knows what out there, waiting to suck you up out there if you screw with alien life forms out there.  
    It's called universal conscious, if you have a conscious, that means you.
    All I can tell you is, this universe means business. You better believe it!!!
     You think you have problems? That's nothing compared to what's out there: Twelve alien peoples live in one solar system all fighting each other--what else? Seven alien races all on one large planet fighting each other! Get the picture? What do you do? Call God or 911?

East's Thought's

     Drive: Innocent to my nature, guilty in my deed's.
    We should all be discovering.
    There's energy everywhere as we return to the selves.
    I'm not perfect, but I expect perfection--got it! (Give and take right out the window.) It's work kiddos, it's work.
    Unfairness in American society, are they good jobs passed on from generation to generation. "Oh! those folks!"
    Meaning? Yeah right, it goes on forever and, of course, who knows.
    Yep! That's what we should be doing with life:To wonder, seek, find and do it all  over again. With universe's going on forever as they do, it makes sense.
    Wonder, seek, find, you can do it anywhere, regardless of what your doing with your body. It's in your hands.
 

East's Thought's

    Some men seemingly can't be saved, some just except death. What's the point? You have to wonder what makes them stand up in the mourning? How can it be good? You have to laugh and cry at the same time.
    I was looking for forever, saw it and lost it. Forever isn't perfect. I'm happy I'm alive. Forever, searching for perfect forever. It doesn't exist, only helping.
    I don't know how to play with fire, so I guess I'll give it a try.
    Evolving, something learned as we go and grow.
    Give and take, evolution needs time.
    When imagination becomes reality.
    Right! Here's something, couples want to feel safe. First off, most things you have are replaceable and the things that aren't maybe nobody wants. Have a plan in mind of what to do once confronted. Make up something, put it in their face--take off and get help.
    Death: You go where your most needed, maybe in other universes. And of course we don't remember but we can imagine.

East's Thought's

    You say "perfect" and I say "hazards," somebody has to be prepared and protect us. Who knows maybe it's just from ourselves.
    The people who screwed up, let hem take care of the biological needs while our body mind travels. Them and robots.
    Are we morally criminal? I guess so, "everybody does it." Man is not perfect, at bbest one step at a time and one step ahead of the law.
    Right--you may own him and restart him but that doesn't mean you can fill in the gaps later on, man's growth doesn't work like that.
    Life: A mind game of tricks, an act, a show. It's overrated. Look! can you see the atoms with the naked eye? Let's nitpick ourselves to death. No space for love. Not to mention the animals and the crazies.
    Some men are living lies, not reality. A few good dads out there. They're men. When "who you are"doesn't matter--only that you are--mind travel. Man erect--life tested.
   

East's Thought's

    Soul hangups, crime, mistakes; all a deterrent to growth. Violence! What could they have become? Lost, just lost. It's rehabilitation for years.
    How does a human man explain a love of a women to an alien?
    No we can never stop the past's from happening again, that's forever and that's where perfection ends. That's the mystery of the forever's.
    Man forever fighting his nature, trying to take advantage?
    You can be a failure in life, most of us are, just don't fail yourself. Sooner or later they'll always be someone to help.
    Man! The truth is he just wasn't thinking and if h e survives he'll be smarter and more supportive in his old age. No, he didn't come out perfect.
    Men gone bad: A strong reminder life's not suppose to be perfect.
    And  that substitutes her relationship with man: A dog she trained to do tricks.
    It's your own fault, you wanted to have babies early before man was ready, your a victim of your own nature to.


























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East's Thought's

    20,000,000,000,000,000,000 kinds of entities and counting in this universe. Can you handle it?
    It doesn't have to be so hard.
    What's scary is what you put each other through just to get ready for the planets, satellites and entities.
    Life! What the hell is that?
    The universe's, recycle they come out pure, like ours.
    Intellectually speaking, relationships don't make any sense. Emotionally, they make all the sense in the world.
    Emotion intelligence, is there such a thing?
    Sometimes it seems like females do a better job the men, but they seem to be a step behind; doesn't make a difference, were all seen as one anyway. It may be at a distance, but there is still give and take.

East's Thought's

    Man's biggest and most important obstacle: A crying baby. Can he handle it?
    "God what a wreck!" The Catholic religion didn't do her any favors. And I don't mean looks.
    July 10, 2017 after the death of Jesus. Man, still mired in the physical. Problems. No end in sight.
Intelligence's that's where it's at, legitimate, comfortable, free universal entities, as a race; helping out, experiencing. figuring it out, learning. Not beer and sex.
    Problems, changes and stories to tell and here we go again, a new generation.
    It's tragic when you can't even be with your people without getting shot. It's an epidemic and it depresses people. "Dad's! Where are you! Help us!"
    In this society, it's what you look like; it's who you are pretty much.
    Christ! What's waiting for us behind the sun? The only thing we have to be afraid of is ourselves. feeling comfortable , that's the trick.
   
   

East's Thought's

    "Oh! Go the easy route; Jesus will take care of everything!"
    Women walking down the road lonely:perfect.
    New is perfect, flowers are perfect, order is perfect, clean can be perfect.
    People: remember the fundamentals, good old people, you get along better.
    Women are really perfect and men perfectly real. If we really were perfect we wouldn't get anywhere.
    Stay likable--like yourself, feel good. Have a smile on your face. Give and take, seek, find and wonder, and keep doing it.
    He has money but somehow lost what was important to him--family.
    Want someone to care? Look in the mirror.
    I guess some people feel good regardless whether or not they like what they're doing.
    Life in an environment is little more then a learning experience: the universal weights.
   
   

East's Thought's

    Be a person worth knowing. A good all around person.
    Psychoses: Fences to jump or are they hurdles? About the same.
    Don't be a victim of  "so much has to happen," in this world in order to learn.
    Women to men--fail to my needs.
    The ultimate good is believing in the ultimate good. Spirit.
    Got problems? Fly the flag, you just might come around.
    " I don't like this, I don't like that;" that's to easy.
    Recycle universes says it all.
    When all men start acting like women, you know we've got problems.
    "I'm not perfect--but I expect perfection."
    When our idea of perfection is based on lack of experience, you know were going to have problems.
   

East's Thought's

    No God you go bad? With a good you might get selfish and greedy.
    Go inside a mental institution, if you can find God there, then I'll believe.
    In the name of Jesus and "me" I will help you! "Yeah right!"
    We have to help alien worlds like the U.S. helped Japan after World War II. No religion.
    Were all as we get older a little off.
    Boy! We sure need men these days. But can they do without the sex and drinking?
    With some religions they self entitle. Who are you?
    "It's crazy!" As you get older people are a little off the mark. And the word "crazy" is popular, self empowering and everybody should see a therapist at least once in there life preferably a small clinic. You dig ruts for yourself and they seemingly only get worse.

East's Thought's

    People and government's:We can vote and we can protest.

    Life:Where's it going? Celibacy and Gods with other life forms. Space.

    Unlock the true potential of the subconscious: You never get sick, never grow old, and never die; brought them all back, laughed a little and maybe even cried. 

    There is no such thing as "perfect." But in public, behavior has to be acceptable. Women, the forever impression keeps moving forward. What you leave behind and the life you live is the form you'll take. Does nature screw us up? 

    Women motive and family; do all men watch what they become in situations--go outside the border?

    Individually we are our own religions.

    The forever clue: Hazards. 

    "Beings," Yeah--give me a facing.

    Were all in our own worlds, geared for mind travel.

    

    

East's Thought's

    Yes folks, it's time. It's time for Doctors of countries, specifically all psychiatrists and therapists in the world to share information without having to go thru there governments; to cure OCD, Schizophrenia--psychosis and push this mind travel thing through. Yes Doctors the world, the peoples, need you more then ever. Please don't fail us.
    Have a good one? Be a good one! Live the forevers.
    It goes on forever. It takes forever to understand forever. What else is there to do?
    No! We had our innings, our trials. A little make nice, we made it.
    Back to work. Right, qualities of life--honesty, caring, responsibility, and value; all needed in dealing in dealing with space aliens; judgement.
    Writer's really are hero's (if nothing else a good laugh).
    I guess who you've been in public is part of what you become. In looking back the answers lie in living. Otherwise life wouldn't be worth living.

East's Thought's

    Blog for two day's Wednesday July 5th and Thursday July 6, 2017
   
    Work experience can ready you to tackle tough questions that you may have with environments. you did something tougher; the answers may be a little easier.
    Sooner or later man has to come to terms with his emotions.
    "Bloody know it all's!" Better then not knowing enough.
    "I 'm so smart I'm going to knock you upside the head to prove it."
    If it weren't for kids, this planet would become an animal circus.
    I guess being real means being part animal.
    We are free to evolve even as we work. In most cases.
    You may want someone who's perfect, but at the same time, you want someone's who is real. It's tough to have it both ways. It gets subjective; splitting hairs.
     Man, grounded firmly in history as we inch ahead. Steady as she goes.
    Life in us. The impossible and the humor  
    Hang on to nothing because that lasts forever.
    My life is a stupid accident. Notice I use the word "stupid." Life is what you make of it. Just keep on going honey--just keep on going.

East's Thought's

    Blog post's for Monday July 3, and Tuesday July 4, 2017
   
    My apologies to the psyche people who are reading my blog. I'm sure I've stepped on some toes. Let me make myself clear now. We suffer, we'll cure it all eventually, bring you back and correct you--whamo- you have a life. All we have to do is figure out psychosis, Life. How hard can it be.
    I'm not perfect but I may act like I am.
    Life can be very superficial ladies, you need a man. Life to a lot of Americans is superficial.
    Let me thank the 32 readers who read my blog the last couple of days, a real lift, thanks.
    We come from animals, but we all have that original life spark in each one of us and what we say goes, free will.      
    We have to learn to get along as good peoples of the world, and we've taken a step in that direction with the internet and other forms of communication. Governments are our  problem now  
    The best I can hope for is that goodness will prevail.

East's Thought's Monthlys

    Were waiting for the psychiatrist's to do their job, mind travel may be just around the corner. All they have to do is read my Book  Schizophrenia Repression Cured  available only online by downloading  stephenheast.com  Beware, the patient could end up in worse shape like me if it's not read in it's entirety. Also, in the Book, Dr. Chapman took The Whole Earth Catalog out of the waiting room after the first appointment. Also, after Dr. Chapman cured the first repression, he knew my mind well enough to cure all others.
   

East's Thought's

    If life itself were ever perfect it wouldn't be real. We strive for that; ludicrous. Why was it imperfect in the first place? That's a good one. Because it's real. There's always somebody smarter and dumber out there in space. This stuff goes for all the entities in this universe.
    Girls: You can be God's to.
    If you feel like you could  have done more and didn't, I feel sorry for you:Read a Book  
    A study in morbid excess?
    Okay! In forty years were belly up: Earth environment problem at the poles throws our gravity off. Plant more trees, cut down on the emissions. Whats the Universal area intelligence going to do about it? We could be fixed without anyone the wiser, or even if we do so what? Oh! they could do anything! Oh! Just keep it steady state and let us worry about it forever, It's a common universal problem. If were ready to experience the worlds were ready for a little help.
    Try and stabilize the gravity around us till we figure it out. Maybe vibrations.
    It's never perfect in this universe.
   

    

East's Thought's

    Who knows maybe were on another redo for all I know. Let's get it right this time,
    Mind travel, and we all die trying to help each other, better then not.
    What we experience and learn here we can use out there: space.
    Once an abuser, usually all future lives, they can't change.
    Anythings possible, maybe even us.
    What ever life form best understands the nature of the forevers, that's you best bet for the helpers. Helping. What else is there to do? Except experience more. And no one ever gets left behind otherwise it diminishes the experience itself. Translation: We'll be helped even if it's to late by the advanced intelligent's and that's what we'll do as we advance. It sure is something to aspire to be and do.
    Self corrections set up and there gone.
    We do the best we can do.
    Get use to experiencing because there's more of it out there.
    Might as well do it right now, no sense in doing it again.
    We all have the potential to be God's we just have to correct it so we can be.
    No. There's no reason why we can't do forever here on earth. Maybe even us.

East's Thought's

    No I don't believe the forever universe's are crazy; cumbersome, slow, methodical.
    Soul meds, just talk about it your cured.
    Man's violent nature and Soul, not easy. Can he discipline himself long enough till mind travel becomes a reality.
    Damn the mentally ill and double dame the creators of it.
    I guess were not perfect and we don't need to be reminding ourselves of it.
    Right! Fail: Be saved, make a adjustment, try again, with a higher up, till we get it right. So we can save others.That's why we haven't been visited. No need, do it yourself.
    "Hey!" Look at me! I fucked you up, now I'm helping you.
    "Hay Chief! Why did you fuck me up in the first place? Now I'm stuck with it.
   

East's Thought's

    Ignore the negative pops and pings sounds in your neighborhood. Life is basically good. Listen to the jets.
    What were really afraid of is our souls, ourselves as a people.
    I'm a happy or content schizophrenic some of the time. I choose not to have a personal relationship with a woman. I wouldn't involve them with my problems. It's nice to write.
    Generation millennials, plus a few years, friendly and comforting, is it enough? It is, but we all complain.
    Did I say it before? Until mind travel is adapted, things will only get worse before they get better, it will run in cycles.
    I chopped down the palm tree and it landed on her back.
    Also up and comers I wouldn't suggest swinging for the fences when it comes to your savings. For sure not with a independent of one.
 

East's Thought's

    Yep, just snap a photo of yourself in a happy day, put it in your subconscious and do it again.
    It's not so much the problems that are hounding us but can we handle future shock, we have only ourselves to be afraid of.
    I guess we have to wait to help more.
    Man can laugh but he's only laughing at a soulful love song about a man and a women. He once loved.
    I guess more has to go wrong with man before he comes around to mind travel, the future and women. Women? None of my business. He loved her.
    A lot of guys don't go out and experience the world and that's what some women want in a man.
 

East's Thought's

    The experience is good keep it up.
    Go out and experience the world or your going to get frustrated, hit your child, give them a case of psychosis, or come to a new country, hit your family members because you didn't want to work.
    Managers??? Who needs them, we all know what to do and we do it.
    Women play games. he gets pissed off hits the baby and give the a psychosis.
    Some people think schizophrenics are problems, if it helps them out.
    Why does it have to be a monumental task for a man to read a book?
    "Jesus!" Boy they sure blew it out of proportion. As long as goodness prevails what difference does it make?

After the cure mind travel

    I'll feel better saying it again. I mean look you have all the pieces there. The Id, Ego, Libido, Superego and there all in line. We have the chute, the Soul and the catalyst the repression cured exploding the Ego from the Id, and everything a human existence could ask for in the way of evidence to support these assumptions. Like burping, waste expulsion, orgasms, mind blowing, sneezing, anger expressed, sneezing, nose blowing, vomiting. All the pieces are there, now just cure a repression. Please read my autobiographical Book  Schizophrenia Repression Cured  by downloading  stephenheast.com  available only online and or read my blog  schizophreniarepressioncured.blogspot.com 

schizophrenia repression cure brief

    I hope you care because I'm going to try. A little true story. A psychiatrist cured me of a repression I had  OCD / Schizophrenia , I didn't follow through and he later died, this is what I've learned. You train the subconscious to give up it's secrets by reading the reoccurring, repetitive, predictable thought pattern aloud, in brief word groups, word for word as the patient free associates. Spread it out over the course of three and a half months till the patient acts out the repressed experience(s) and relates them to the therapist. Get the patient to face them so the therapist can reverse them. Make sure the patient follows through with the therapy or the patient could end up in worse shape like me. I swear dead childhood pets are a primary cause of repression. Learn more by reading  Schizophrenia Repression Cured  by downloading  stephenheast.com

East's Thought's

    "Oh!" The abuser, but he was so cute

    Who knows, maybe the gals will go back to favoring the more traditional marriages.

    Headlines of the paper should read Xlox people on planet Rodone were corrected today, Lody, is now the leader of the Freebies. Check back in a couple of revolutions, we'll keep an eye on them.      

   "Hey! What's in Galaxy, SJ4--ld643?

    Thank God the people in the City's are poor shots.

    "Hey! There's a new rock group in town "The Dead Religions.

    Schizophrenia mind junk fair game for the bored and fucked up.

    Schizophrenics! Don't let the voices and images rob you of your experiences,different reality's, It was real to you at the time and it means something because it was real to you at the time.    

    Yeah, figure out life and living it are two different things.

East's Thought's

    The status quo is an illusion of being and becoming, usually of being unhappy: divorce.
    Seven sailors died so I can be here and write about it today. A lot of good things are happening for humanity now. Like I said before, some day well bring them all back.
    Yes folks, it's worth repeating, in an instant lives can be destroyed, forever, that's a human reality and our burden, hopefully someday we'll correct that to  
     Managers do't like work yet they set they set the example. They don't dive right in.
    Either go with the status quo or not, stuff still has to be done.
    Again: Not right, women pay for psychosis. that mans crime creates. It's hard on her, yet vshe has to set the example.

East's Thought's sorry, brief again today

    Men and women together, a study in excess?
    No one needs excess to experience.
    Is there enough room in our small houses for a man and women to experience life as individuals?
    Yes, clones, new bodies, to support our traveling minds. Oh home again!
    Life may be old and crazy but it's still life.

East's Thoughts

    There's only men and women on this planet, no second or third party entities on this planet, no aliens in the solar system. Nobody's the bad guy (men/ women) there's no conspiracy, just individual
entities. we have good days and bad ones. Were not perfect and sometimes enigmatic. Maybe try and experience life for life itself. Alright! We can get along with each other.
    The way it's suppose to be and the way things "are" is not so bad. Things will be fine all we have to do is stay off our own ass's.
     The status quo worked for awhile until something better comes along: Mind travel.
    Man! Hey! I did something! I read a book! Every forty-five years, Make that each 10,000 year span.

East's Thought's brief, my legs in pain

    Mystery and magic, good things happen for us and were in foreverville,
    Then there's love go with it for as long as it lasts.  
    All that anyone needs is in there soul.
    Get use to "experience," because your going to be doing a lot of it on planets and satellites.
     He wanted to talk, he didn't want to listen and think before.
    Socially, and in public were going around in circles, till something breaks free. Progress!
    Man's somewhat of a mystery to.
    There isn't enough room for men to move around mentally in status symbol land.
    Another shooting, every world has it's snafus.
     
   

East's Thought's brief again today folks

    Life's a mystery, women somewhat of a mystery; unleash the mystery, good things might happen. Mans's magic, good things happen for us. Were in foreverville.
    Good people: Is man really as bad as we think he is?
    Good free people is where it's at.

East's Thought's brief again today.

    Being vs. doing, men and women vs. being a person, subjective communication, seemingly all pointed to getting and being educate.
    What! Maybe 10% is the way we come out; 90% environment, "Oh!" that canopy--look out!
    Man and some women, created psychosis-- schizophrenia. He created the murders. You don't break a peoples legs and ask them to run a relay race. It takes generations of Dads to correct the problems, give him the tools to start, we'll be fine.
    It's what you don't see everyday, all the time, that's where the real life is at.
   

East's Thoughts: Brief

    I don't know, you look around here now June 7, 2017 6:44 AM, A Wednesday and were all responsible adults.
    I the end, who you are before forever is what you become; another form of energy.
    People! Is that the best you can do? Is play games and not learn anything.
    My question to you is are you willing to learn?
    "How did your day go?"
    "Not bad, I experienced, the uncontrolled, the sick,the evil and the stupidity." Looking back at it tonight, it's a hip, hip hooray!
    And the next day.
     When motive hits nature you know your going to have problems, Who are you?    

East's Thoughts

    East's thoughts continued and brief
    American men may make it, men of the world, probably.
    Anyway, western gals, I hope you really can advance; alien races(worlds) and not get hung up on yourselves. (I have my doubts.) Dad problems I guess, that and beauty.
    The truth is man's bummed on each other about the the business shit. Until something better comes along--mind travel?
    Socialistic body maintaining, everybody gets what they want all the time however they want it.Standard procedure  for peoples growing into mind travel. Routine.  
   
   

East's Thoughts

    Guilty conscious's putting on a show for the soul.
    Has Mr. Putin ever done anything good in his life?
    Man's man. What an animal. what a mess, what a Dad.
    "Huh!" User friendly universe with forever attributes.
    We shall overcome someday; in the wake of the bombings, answers lie in the mind, the subconscious.
    A lot of women resent men, not just some but all lumped together.
    American's in the universe; needful class systems set up and story's to tell. Anybody want to be in my class  
    The people in China will fair better in experiencing, helping, figuring it out, and learning as they push on to other universe's.

Autobiographical Book: Schizophrenia Repression Cured

    To buy Book download  stephenheast.com  available only online.
    Chapter 9 Beginning of Breakdown Number One Page 25 continued
   
    "What are you doing out tonight?" He inquired as though I needed a reason.
    "I'm going down to the Showboat," I said peeved peeved that he would ask.
    "Whats in the jugs?" He asked, lowering his flash.
    Water!" I said naturally.
    "May I see some identification please?"
    I put the jugs on the ground and swung around to my laft boot in one motion and extracted my wallet. I then stood up and handed it to him.
    I had kept the wallet in my boot since Mexico.

East's Thoughts

    "Yes folk's," there are some men out there who put on a face in hopes everybody will see as human. Bad seeds, that's all.
    Some people really are stupid out there, and they are not helping and they are not changing. They are not growing, no remorse. They picked up a little common sense along the way, still evil and lost causes. They only care about themselves and there a study in excess.
    And man's doing a lot of good for humanity, lot's of good stuff coming up.
    "Hooray," Man killed himself off! What was the cause, why? Why? "Mine," of course.
    "Oh por nada!" Look beyond your own personal experiences
 Man's in and out of his helping grove. Helping, is not usually a steady state need. We run in cycles. Catch us when you "really" need something and hopefully you won't have to wait to long.
    Out there--space-- is a lot like here in a lot of ways, that's a good reason to get your schooling in.
     
   

East's Thoughts

    Girl's: A case for a sheltered existence, may be a case for future shock. Wake up! Life's not perfect so don't expect me to be. Girls may want to have fun; let me relax. I need to relax till I feel like doing it. I'm waiting in between experiences.
    Strange; the only thing that will bring the country together is that which pushes us apart--mind travel,that and progress. We may come back, and that's progress for you and that's what America and the world is all about.
    Yes folks it's all real it's all true, we live in a universe where it's all possible, 3D printer, a new earth(s).  
    Human life's safe harbor: Mind travel.
    The older mans biggest problem was that he was a failure as a person; emotions and financial problems run deep. He failed to be well rounded; education plays a big part.

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    Chapter 9 The Beginning of Breakdown Number One page 25 continued.
   
    I was stopped by a Las Vegas police officer three blocks from the boat. Lights were flashing on his vehicle, he pulled up just ahead of me. It pissed me off! I wasn't doing anything wrong! Why was he bothering me? All I could do was wait. The officer got out of his unit and approached me. He had a flashlight in hand and directed it towards my eyes as he walked. He stopped directly in front of me before he spoke. He looked average to me, in his thirties,

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     Yes folks were waiting for the therapists to read my Book  and see what we can learn about the mind by curing a psychosis. Mind travel may soon be possible.
     A couple of things in the book I missed. Dr. Chapman took the Whole Earth Catalog out of he waiting room after the first appointment. Also, After he cured the first repression he knew my mind well enough that he could have cured the others.
    Warning: Therapists and patients should read the whole Book or run the risk of ending up in worse shape.
    Finally, to buy the book scroll the cover page up.

   

East's Notes For Tuesday and Wednesday

    If you believe in "it," it's not how you die but who you are when you die.
    Women! Why do you have anything to do with men? You should be dealing with forever. Hell you already are.
    This whole universe is different forms of energy. Life: What you become, who you are is where your going in death and forever. I guess some people really do die.
    Give and take and helping will save us.
    The spoken word "work" is a good old fashion American bullshit word and the kids play on.
    The only thing  that works is thinking the word "Life," v/s thinking the words men and women. Who knows in thinking the word "Life" you just may find the fountain of youth.
    Try to reproduce or produce oxygen from a 3D printer. Not that easy.
    It's not the country's peoples who are causing the problems out there. It's there leaders, and there's Isis.
    To bad we could have helped out there in universe land.
    Life's not good enough for man he wanted wealth and power and fame, to hell with helping out the universe and living forever.
    If the universe doesn't need help (the peoples) which I doubt, at least we tried.
    You have to control yourselves, control your synopsis.
    Yes folks its interesting situation: Can men stay in control of themselves long enough for mind travel to take seed and grow into reality? Read my Book and pass it on if you feel like it. God Bless.




   

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Chapter 9  The Beginning of Breakdown Number One  Page 24&25

    I put the two gallon jugs in one hand, opened tack door to the apartment with the other, and locked the handle from the inside with no doubt as to my purpose. I walked through the door and slammed it shut behind me.
    I had two days left of my vacation, and I still didn't have a car because I never felt the need for one. It was now approximately 4:30 in the mourning on a Saturday. I walked briskly down 10th to Fremont Street anxiety ridden, higher then a kite, the force of my delusion upon me like gale force winds in a ripe apple orchard. Once I reached Fremont, I felt some relief: it was now a straight shot  to the Showboat to quit. The only thing holding me up now was time. I had four hours left to kill before the bank opened, so I could collect my savings. The jugs weren't that heavy.

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    Now! What did I need? I hadn't much time, armies were now clashing, lives were now being lost every second! I started gathering my stuff for about ten minutes and decided that was no good. I marched into the living room.
    I looked myself over. The green and white short-sleeved country shirt, leather diamond designed belt, Levis, a pair of harness boots -- this will all have to do. I didn't have time. Oh yes, I would need money. I marched into the bedroom and  grabbed my bankbook off the bureau and went back to the kitchen. I put the book in a pocket. Why I reached for he two empty milk-jugs on the kitchen counter, I didn't know? I guess I figured I would need water, so I filled them up and capped them.

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    ...Spread apart now they were foes; I was in the middle. Armies were moving behind them. It was clear they were at war with me in the middle! It was all up to me! I was wound up tighter then a piano string, anxiety driving me into outer space and beyond. All to save Todd; then it would be over. I got up startled and walked through the living room into the kitchen.

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    Chapter Nine Beginning of Breakdown number One page 23,24

    With the dead blasting away in the living room, I found myself in the bedroom, laying on the bed and staring at my reflection in the bureau mirror. I had to get up. I couldn't believe it! President Echeverria and President Nixon were now in my expanded mixed-up mind, a foot above my head on a giant TV screen! They were talking to each other face-to-face! About what? About me? What were they saying? I couldn't hear!

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    "Mexico's got it Dad!" I said out of the blue.
    "Mexico's got what?"Dad asked.
    "Mexico's got the answer to life!"I said
    "What do you mean the answer?"Dad asked I had nothing else to say and hung up.
    I slept for eight hours and woke up feeling like shit. The two bedroom apartment was dark like a tomb, so I put the Grateful Dead on high and began to pace. It was four o'clock in the mourning by my pawnshop watch, which meant my shift was just starting at the casino. Anxiety was beginning to build. I tried to wear holes in my bedroom and living room carpets. I couldn't remember the particulars of the "I symbol as anxiety roared through me.

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    "What's going on?" He asked.
    "Say, Dad, are they still going to build a pipeline in Alaska?"
    "Let me get Jim on the extension."
    I Waited.
    "What was that again, Steve?" Dad asked  
    "Are they still going to build a pipeline in Alaska?"
    "Dave's working up there now! Why do you ask?"Jim asked (Dave's Dad).
    I hesitated: I hadn't realized his son Dave was up there working. What difference did it make/ Could they understand about the very young lovers I surprised while they were kissing on the Pyramid of the Sun at the University of the Americas in Mexico?

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    "Hi Mom!"
    "Steve, how are you?"
    "I don't know, can I speak with Dad?"
    "Is everything a;ll right?"
    "Yeah, I guess so. Could I speak with Dad?"
    "Jim and Judy are visiting!"
    "Let me speak to both of them -- no, Dad first."
    "Okay, I'll get him!"
    Boy, was I anxious. Seconds passed by like days    
    "Hi!' I recognized Dad"s voice immediately.
    "Hi! I said.
   

East's thoughts

    No folks, generally speaking, man's not big on helping, he's more of a taker. and women go with the flow.
    He came into the country looking for freedom, he got it, squandered it, and turned into a mananimal, dies a guilty man. Abuse is what did it. He made it but his soul couldn't.
    Closer to free: the lowest common denominator, a legit, comfortable, universal, entity, being it.
    Some men always have a side to them and they'll do it again, always.
    Watch out for the man who's out to prove he's more of a man then any other, he just may abuse to prove it, especially around crying babies.
    Yes ladies, man's a human, he's van animal, and he's a God that's progress for the most part.
    Can mind fuel itself on the environment itself as it travels?
    Is he Ego more sun then anything else?
     To those who can't mind travel, OK. No good people left behind. We find a way.

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    Chapter 8&9 Showboat Hotel and Casino& Beginning of Breakdown Number One Page 21&22
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    I was happy at the Showboat. I was only twenty-five and most of the dealers were older. Quite a few were dealers on the strip who had lost their juice (connections) and were trying to support their once lucrative lifestyle here. It was a drop down for them, but they weren't going hungry.
    Chapter 9
    I've been in my apartment on 10th Street in Las Vegas for three years. I was on my two-week vacation from the Boat in mid-January, when I started to have some problems. It's 1974.
    I learned bad news by phone from my mother that a friend of mine from the University of Americas in Mexico by the name of Todd Smith had been jailed in Mexico City for a drug arrest. It was interesting timing because I had a half of tab of acid in my system; I had just bought the Grateful Dead album "Wake of the Flood," and I had stopped repeating my "I" symbol and decided that I would call my parents again. I got Mom on the third ring.

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    I had made very few friends at the Showboat; at best I made acquaintances. I saved $3,000 that was in my Sunrise Savings Bank. I liked Las Vegas and the desert, Lake Mead ( the largest man-made lake in the world) and Mt. Charleston (nearby).

East's Thoughts

    Men may be gods but that doesn't mean he's a magician.
    You can be mentally sick and still sane.
    Some men are high strung, and don't seem to be very willing helpers and are to quick to think, serious, irreversible mistakes are made and who's to blame?
    The light intelligent's? There may be more to the suns in the centers of galaxies then thought. More then just energy, Earth and human luck: I'm in awe.
    Back to the high strung emotional man: They have no reason being around crying babies, especially the quick tempered. You have to train him. Ladies: Psychosis is an awful thing, just terrible. I guess there is a way to acclemate your man, all men really. Put him in a room with a loud recording of crying babies, for however log it takes him to get used to it. If it works, so much to a host of metal disorders and piece of mind results.

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    After a few weeks of this the pit boss was let go. He was replaced by one who seemed to share the same line of thinking I had. He saw I was trying to win, and if I was hot, he would put me on the busiest tables. If I was losing, which I did one time for a month straight, he would put me on the slower tables.
    It bothered me after work when I'd lose, until I forgot it with beer, pot and loud rock and roll music.

East's Thought's

    Man and women's existence lowest common denominator: Points of light; sunlight, forever watching over new life.
    If everything was perfect 24/7 we'd be complaining about that.
    Does the spoken word "ours" stunt psychological growth?
    Man figures it out as women make the day. Were all helping the best we can. Or, women make the day so man can figure it out.
    Man's (women also) are here to continue on, time doesn't stop just because he did something good. And it's onto the planets; experience, figure it out, helping, and onto the next, forever ready.
   

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    Chapter 8 Showboat Hotel and Casino page 21

    I must have been the fastest dealer in Las Vegas. I was sharp, but boy did I make mistakes in the early going, as was sorely pointed out by the night shift boss who watched me like a hawk. I made so many mistakes that i was fearful of losing my job. I was nervous and uncomfortable that people were betting tens and even hundreds of dollars a throw without even giving it a second thought, unlike the the Carousel were the average bet was fifty cents. I was trying so hard to win that I didn't have time to go through my mental routine, and that was driving me nuts. I couldn't wait for my fifteen minute break every forty-five to rejuvenate my crying soul.

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    I got the job at he Showboat after two months of biweekly visits to the casino manager, Pete Louis--  a man who I learned was in his late 40's had cancer of the throat and had a voice box put in. He could barely speak as he croaked out that "You have the job on the graveyard shift," after a lengthy tryout session. I was flying! Again I got what I wanted with constant persistence, I felt sorry for Mr. Louis; he was a super nice guy.

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    I spent most of my free time in my apartment by myself smoking pot and listening to rock on the radio, the repetition of my ball and chain thought routine growing stronger and more frequent. It never occurred to me that something might be wrong. I accepted it ass a fact of life, never giving it a second thought, although I felt certain there was some reason for it.

East's Thoughts

    This whole universe and life itself is about running for your life, to and with forever. Maybe in other universes we'll be able to rest.
    It's common for american generations to trip over the "class." Whats our role in alien encounters and environments? Looks and possessions are something else. Hell of a way to go, rough.
    Yes I guess it can be done:Mental control over our minds synopsis, memories and hence emotions.
    Class mess here, mess out there; there has to be a better way. I guess we half to meld in with the environments themselves; the air, wind, rain., light, darkness. With mind travel what form will we take on?
    Boss to employee: "Evolve on your own time!" To hell with that.
    Wow! it's 5-5-17 and the world hunger famine is worse. Fly over them and drop packets, wake up!

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    After a few business type visits, I observed the Showboat was thriving, and they used a shoe with four decks the same as the Carousel. The dealers, all men, wore short sleeved white shirts, no tie, and they all had short hair. There were three times as many blackjack tables as there were at the Carousel, and the Showboat had two crap tables, a Keno game, a cocktail lounge and a restaurant that touted excellent food. The kicker to all this was that they were adding on more floors to their hotel. I did some quick addition in my head as I left after my first visit and realized in my excitement that I could make $1,200 a month or $14,400 a year! That wasn't chicken feed! I was now making $6,500 a year.

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    The talk was that the Showboat Hotel and Casino was a good place to work primarily because of the local Las Vegans who used the bowling ally, home of the famous Showboat Invitational Tournament televised every year. It also had a good number of senior citizens who frequented the establishment. The scuttlebutt was that it had many "Georges," big tippers, and that the dealers averaged $30.00 a shift in tips. Not bad, but the strip dealers made much more, by and large as much as $100 a night in tips alone. The Showboat paid a $ 30 salary per shift.

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    I attained my own apartment on 10th Street, nothing fancy, but it was a roof over my head. It had two bedrooms, and it came furnished. I bought all I needed from pawnshops rather then retail outlets, thinking that I got a better deal. I wrote home for some of my belongings, the necessities, like my extensive album collection of' '60s' rock and roll, very important to the soul. Although I hadn't as yet bought a car, I bought a ten speed Schwinn bicycle. This was all I needed at the time.

East's Monthly's

    Were waiting for the psychiatrist's to do there job mind travel may be just around the corner.
    Psychiatrist's note: In the book I failed to mention that Dr. Chapman took the Whole Earth Catalog out of the waiting room after the first appointment. And that after he cured the first repression he knew my mind well enough to cure others. Warning: Patients and therapists must read the book in it's entirety or run the risk of being in worse shape. The Book tittle is  Schizophrenia Repression Cured  buy it by downloading  stephenheast.com  available only online. (scroll the cover page up.)

East's Thought's

    Forever becoming forever and all we have to do is say "I am"
    Life: Just for goodness sake; that's our purpose in this seemingly violent universe. Just getting them to say " I am" and nothing else required.
    And another 50 year earth reunion for our minds in space. What! Nobody showed up? I guess we were not that close.
    Alien encounter: New forms of matter and inventions and gifts and it's onto the next.
    And what do we leave behind here for strange travelers? A note with a little story: It wasn't pretty. Keep it truthful , maybe in pictures, something can be learned. Maybe we were just like them.

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    The next step up from the very small casino that didn't have crap tables or a hotel was a job in a casino that did. This was not easy to attain as I soon learned from my fellow dealers at the Carousel. You had to have connections, pull, know someone who knows somebody else, a relative, or a friend in the business. This I couldn't accept, it just didn't right. When the employees talked about getting ahead, they all seemed to refer to the casinos on the Strip, not he sawdust joints downtown.

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    Chapter 8 Showboat Hotel and Casino Page 19
    After six months of dealing "21" and feeling comfortable about it, I was ready to look elsewhere. Again, I had bad memories of the Freemont and the Horseshoe, so I knew I wouldn't be trying those establishments.

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    I walked into the Carousel Casino , knowing that they dealt out of a shoe. I thoroughly scoped out their situation. I had broken down the components and decided it was about the same thing as using one deck. Using the same line I had used at the Horseshoe months earlier, I told the pit boss, "I can deal this game better then anybody here!" This won me another chance to prove it. After dealing one hand and winning. I was given the job on the spot. At last, I had succeeded in getting what I wanted, and I was proud of myself.

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    I hadn't as yet secured an apartment of my own. I was living out of a fleabag motel down Freemont Street. I was sharing quarters with two other guys; one was older, a gambler, and the other , a drinker. I didn't feel at all like I belonged and vowed to extricate myself from this predicament. I had a plan: I would try hitting the small casinos nestled between the big combines; then I wouldn't feel as intimidated.

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    I managed to save a little money and had one last try at being a gambler again. A $50.00 loss jolted me back to reality and in my mind a switch turned off. I was through gambling with my own money.
   

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    I remember the song of the summer "Candy Man" by Sammy Davis, Jr. That had made my summer along with the beer Dave and I would gulp down between jobs. That was the fun of it and the end of it. Dave got canned for drowning his beeper in a pitcher of beer. I had been with the company for two months and offered his position. I declined, citing," I waned to be a blackjack dealer." The  owner tried to persuade me against it, saying, "Everybody wanted to be a dealer!" I wasn't dissuaded, and I quit.

East's Thoughts

    So what form do we become having exploded from or bodies? Can we hear, see, think, imagine, feel, love, all the qualities of mind in motion? Probably; we should be able to become the air, sun, water. Hey! were experienced. And onto the planets, satellites, recharging from the suns and it's onto the next experience.
    And communication to another(s) through the air and space no matter how far is just a thought or an image away.
    Mental illness: blame it on the nature of he beast, human nature, hey, we came from animals. Kind of stupid sometimes. The best we can do for right now is adapt, cope, be selfless, motiveless, and hopefully become our environment, and in this wacky universe of dark energy, dark matter and black holes, become other environments.

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    Chapter 7 Las Vegas and a New Beginning  Page 17

    Roto-rooting in mid-summer with the temperatures in the 90's and 100's reminded me of carrying 4x6 concrete forms in the summer in Chicago. The heat, the sweat, the weight -- boy you really had to be in shape. The only reason I had gotten the job in the first place was because the foreman had broken his arm doing only who knows what? He needed a hand, so I was hired to do the heavy lifting.

East's Thought's

    If something or someone really was controlling us that would really be a reason for us to do drugs or worse,
    As far as man's contribution to society is concerned, he's a liability.
    Misguided social mobility, only good for getting us so far.
    I guess the ordinary man with a little bit of value can make in space life without a whole lot of money.
   If I can. you can. It's for experience itself, learning and helping trip.
   It always helps to have something going for you. Enough is enough-- values.
    It should be a nice day. Time has come today.
    It's been a long earthly journey to realize forever, now we just have to go there forever. It's not that hard and it should be fun.
    We got this far by being selfless and motiveless.

East's Thoughts

    "Oh! For experience sake!"
    "Oh! For life's sake!"
    "Oh! For forever sake!
    "Oh! For freedoms sake!
    In peoples time is good time. Have a good one
    Why can't man stand a crying baby? Because he can't. Damn shame, damn shame.
    It'a worth repeating
    I mean look you've got everything there. The mind, Id, Ego, Libido, Superego and there all in line. You've got the chute, the soul. You've got the catalyst, the cured repression. And all the pointers in a human condition you could ask for. Explosions; like burping, waste expulsion, orgasms, mind blowing, sneezing, vomiting, spitting, nose blowing, ear popping. It all just follows. What are those tie die tee shirts out there for? It just makes sense. Mind travel is possible.

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    Chapter 7 Las Vegas and A New Beginning Page 16 Continued
   
    I started pawing my way through the crowd with my paperwork safely in my back pocket. Having reached the van on the drivers side, I continued to push and shove until I was on the passenger side. I opened the door, climbed in the seat and slammed the door behind me all in one fluid motion that seemed to add righteousness and meaning to the move.
    I quickly pulled out my work referral and handed it to the driver, who unbeknownst to me was the company owner. He took it, shifted into gear and began to divide the throng of surprised and disappointed men. We rode off into the clear mourning sunrise. I was employed and had a future; I would make it yet, and I smiled to myself.

East's Thoughts

    "They had a rough life!" Or did they have a sheltered one?
    Scrabble: The subconscious dancing around the conscious.
    I'm schizophrenic, I serve eternally in this man's so called human army.
    "Yes Sir!' He thought he was more of a man then he really was: An animal and he lived it just for himself.
    A beginning. Man and of course women and all intelligent universal life get to experience forever, forever.
    "Good" is an interesting word, and if you can only be human, what fun is that? If you have a god I guess you are only human.

Easts Thoughts

    The real, good women would agree with man not to start the universe over. Were in this together, not on some foolish lark.
    Lightening's not perfect, and it's the catalyst that got life going and it's in all of us (electricity) It flows in all of us and it only makes sense to say that were not perfect to.
    Searching for the ultimate forever, there all the ultimate forever. We all made up of the ultimate forever. Now it's what we make of it. Different forms, extensions if you will.
    So what do you want? To keep on experiencing, to help, to go on to the next universe. In this dying universe no one gets left behind.

East's Thoughts

    We can act perfectly but were not.
    Were always going after forever and what we do with it along the way is up to us. Hazards! and what do you think, There's different kinds of forever and have a good one be a good one.
    And we learn as go and grow and accumulate more powers. Hey! Were gods now.

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    I fought my way through a labor pool of men six deep that had encircled a lone van, which had pulled up the next day into a desert parking lot. I had paperwork in my pocket entitling me to the job. I saw the van's labeling identifying the business, and I new it was my job.
    The driver, a dark haired middle aged man, seemed a bit overwhelmed with the number of men who had come to encompass his truck and bewildered as to what to do next.