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    Were waiting for the therapists to do their job, cures for mental disorders, along with other disabilities, mind travel may be just around the corner.
    Therapists please note. In the book I failed to mention that Dr. Chapman took the Whole Earth Catalog out of the waiting room after the first appointment. Also he knew my mind well enough after the first repression cure, that he could cure all others.
    Warning! Therapists and patients must read the book in it's entirety or end up in worse shape.

East's Thoughts

    It's a user friendly universe for the ones that grow and learn.
    "High" school, what the hell is that?
    Subconscious imaging, tell the subconscious to tell the brain to tell the body what to do.
    Human explosions, trying to tell us something, like explode the mind from the id. Examples: Anger, surprise, coughing, nose blowing, bathroom human needs.

East's Thoughts

    I'm thinking about the military and public life, you never see them. Their working.
    It may not be so much what the aliens think of "us," but you. Are minds are different. Their going to be seeing our souls. Maybe they can see that we can be anything. We had our rituals, we did our dance.
    It took about 2000 years of steady brain growth (or not). Some didn't make it, maybe we did.
    Really all they should really want to know is, are you good people?

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East's Thoughts

    A traumatic experience or experiences causes a psychosis, usually a violent act or acts. Finally violence is good for something and it's a violent world. What is it good for? Once again, Use the psychosis to explode the ego from the id. Mind travel! And that's our relationship with aliens, get them to do it and so on. As the universe slowly expands, we get ready for the next universe and no one gets left behind. Friendships.
    Next blog, 12-26-16  Thankyou.

East's Thoughts

    Tell the kids: When you get older it's satisfaction and appreciation
   

East's Thoughts

    A single bit of matter, dead or not, can determine, with a proper device, the evolution and fate of any universal species.
    Bring them all back, correct them, bring them up to speed. Is death different with each species? Hey! Were Gods, we all have the potential now.

East's Thoughts

    Because of our human conditions, it compels us to be friendly and get along. Same in the universe and universe's. If they don't do the same they probably are not worth knowing and we still have ourselves.

East's Thoughts

    Right, I just figured it out there is no meaning to our universe, it just is. The start to our universe seems simple, a force and nothing jammed to create blank tablets, that's all it could agree on, there all over the place.

East's Thoughts

    People who have a lot of drive don't seem to have to much of a conscious;dumb.
    At Christmas time we celebrate or pay tribute to our faults.
    My apologies to the life entities in the universe and universes, I apologize for the human conditions we thrust on you. Were in an impossible situation, we either experience the universe were in or die on our planet. Maybe if we can be friendly and get along, you'll tolerate us. I prey we don't do damage  on purpose. I'm sorry.

East's Thoughts

    Take care of your men, they need their release to.
    Everyday were all facing the "dumb" in life.
    Sometime our pets live better lives then we do.
    And God forbid we would ever control forever to alter our pasts, no we just live with it. So you might as well be friendly and get along.

    In this world of be somebody's, if you can't be pull them down, and looks are in there to. A little tip folks were all somebody, you don't have to be squat. Mind travels in all of us.  
    For the destitute in the world, drop food and supplies by air on a daily basis.
    Beyond forever--no thanks.Forever wonderful. Were all made to experience the forever's Have a good one.

East's Thoughts

    About the only thing we haven't done to each other is eat each other. I guess were not that tasty.
    Bring all the dead back, give them new conscious's, and populate the solar systems planet's and moons. That's what there for.
    Be somebody to my sense of worth and to hell with who I am.
    M/F contradiction, women to man: Be a better person. Man to women, If she don't want to know forget her.

East's Thoughts

    The "Y" chromosome and no conscious what so ever (or very little). It all makes sense. Possession is a hell of an emotion--self worth.
    Be someone to my possessions cause that's what I am. And to hell with who I am.

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    Were waiting for the psychiatrists to read this book, cure a few psychosis's, learn a little more on how the subconscious works, mind travel may then be possible. 

    Once again in the book I failed to mention that Dr. Chapman took the whole earth catalog out of his waiting room after the first appointment. Also, he knew my mind well enough after he cured the first repression so he could cure another. Warning: Patients must read my book in it's entirety or run the risk of being in worse shape. 

East's Thoughts

    Angry men, it's tough to look at yourself.

    Sure, come over here and throw your values and morals right out the window. It's a free country.

    Americans, it's okay to be an animal as long as you know right from wrong. 

East's Thoughts

    Man has to be a man first, even if means becoming an animal--domestic abuse.
    These days with the m/f relationship your crazy if you don't, and have kids, insane if you do.

East's Thoughts

    "Real" Men have a violent side and women are easy targets, with love it can be muted.
    Be a people worth knowing, foster mind travel, they all have the capability, it's just a matter of them growing into it. For us it's our brains.

East's Thoughts

    With guilt and general disgust with your life your world becomes smaller.
    I don't make promises because there's no guarantees.
    Those who can, do, those who can't talk.

East's Thoughts

    Oh! The lands of perfection that's it drive it into the ground and yourselves with it, and of course don't mention the people around you.
    Real men figure it out right up to the next step and so on: Space lots to figure.

East's Thoughts

    Clone bodies not people.

    Christ! Ownership is a strong emotion, rivals love. 

East's Thoughts

    Man's all screwed around, holding himself and humanity back--well I hope that makes you feel like your somebody now. Get to work, that's where you belong now. Skeptics.
    With mind travelers all earthly bodies get whatever they want.

East's Thoughts

Rules for alien mind travel engagement:
If you don't know what your doing don't do anything. Don't do anything until you have to. Helping is a universal. Get the whole story, history. Figure it out. Remember were not selling or acquiring, no help needed, good experience, your off. The idea is to get them to help themselves, then others to do the same.

East's Thoughts

    The only thing better then a lie is a bigger one.
    Right now, most people being good isn't good enough. you have to make that little extra effort: Read books.

East's Thoughts

    Boy, it sure seems with the media that a lot of people are trying to impress their brand of  forever on you. Yeah! Remember me forever. Usually there's something wrong with them, maybe even seriously.
    How do you know when your ready for mind travel? A clean soul, a clear well rounded, complete mind is a start.
    Doctors? You mean business people don't you?

East's Thoughts

    Modern day man would rather toil in the hot sun for twelve hours a day then read books.

East's Thoughts

    A man's man is someone who's not to swift.

East's Thoughts

    Helping first--take a break, experience, back to helping. It goes on forever. No reasons needed we

just are.

    Minds in travel (mind travel) need only light, preferably natural. with the suns. Hey! Were just like

everybody else now. And the phrase "You can't take it with you couldn't be truer.

    It's a work oriented life towards a user friendly Universe, Universes. Prepare to encounter, use

your education, experience, intelligence.

East's Thourhts

    With the existence of forever universes it's only natural that everybody's somebody because we are.

    The forever inside us all: Smart enough to figure it all out and use it to our advantage.

    Helping first--take a break, experience, then back to helping. and it goes on forever.

    No reasons needed, we just are.

East's Thought's

    Generally speaking man is more of a problem then a solution. Try reading more books.

    Guilty souls and mind travel, you may come out crooked. Also, I guess you'll stay behind and

maintain the bodies, till your souls are right. Somebody has to do it.

East's Thoughts

    Right! In review--Four general overview conditions:

    Human: Generally speaking man can't be a manwo

    Countries: General speaking were at each others throats.

    Worldly: The enviorment (pardon the spelling) will probably kill us off.  

    Outer space: A meteor or a comet could hit us.

    Is there a solution to these facts of life? Damn it! Mind travel! Get off your ass! Implement my

writings how hard can it be? End of story.

East's Thoughts

    There's got to better things for some of you gals to do then play games. Try reading books.

    Women: Have men figure it out, then bite his leg off.

    What! Another contradiction? We work toward possession so we can be selfless and motiveless.

I guess that's why man needs woman or just one reason. That's why man doesn't get along very well

with other men and you can't take it with you when you go.

East's Thoughts

    21st Century man content with being a skeptical dummy. once again the automobile will never

replace the horse." Dummy dumb in the head your dead."

    If they can't control and manipulate you, then they'll talk about you--woman? Kid's? We do it all

over again. Class. And around we go with love. Give and take.


 

East's Monthly Reminder

    Psychiatrists please note: In my book I failed to mention that Dr. Chapman took the Whole Earth

Catalog out of his waiting room after the first appointment. Also, after he cured one of my

repressions he knew my mind well enough to cure the rest if therapy had continued. Warning! My

book must be read in it's entirety by both therapists and patients or the patient will end up in worse

shape.

    Were waiting for the therapists to do there job, Use the psychosis to thrust the mind from the body,

mind travel in four months.

    The books title: Schizophrenia Repression Cured  available only online by downloading

stephenheast.com

East's Thoughts

    The essence of being is being itself.

    "Oh!" Honey! I love powerful men."

    Whack--Whack--Whack! "That's how I got to be powerful,"

    Yep, life waiting and what happens to it, with it's conditions won't be good--mind travel please.

East's Thoughts

    Right again: Make no mistake about it you can't control or manipulate the past from happening

again ( another life ). We can better our present state though. ( If you did it once you can do it again.)

    Yes we can make the present better, which means the future will be better; all through the

subconscious. Like I've said you made it this far.

East's Thoughts

    Most of man's problems can be traced to the fact he doesn't want to work and he doesn't care.

    You may not live forever but it goes on forever.

    The "self's" is our direction, with a lot of work to do and a lot of helping.

East's Thoughts

    There is no meaning to life itself. Were ignorant with it, it's dumb most of the time, waiting for

man's brain to grow. Boy! What a wait! No matter how stupid life may seem, with survival, you can

take something from it and bring it into the living, it means something, there's value in that, no

matter how small a thing. Hey! I feel good about it.

East's Thoughts

    Yep there is no forever universe--the first, the beginning. Universe's are and always go on eternally. It seems that each one goes on forever and it's in us. Find it. It's in our subconscious, put it to use. Relating to reality, helping.

East's Thoughts

    Clones, they reproduce fast and pull matter from suns collapsing galaxies sending them on there

way to throw other star systems out of there routines. Embrace the clones, if we've learned anything

from slavery here so shall we learn with clones, control.

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    Over and over in my mind danced the unexplained phenomenon of words, circles and lines that came welling up out of my subconscious. Again, first I would imagine the letter"I." I would then project a circle in front of it. I called it "Self." I then would then project and think the words "Care," "Respect," "Value," "Appreciate," "The Meaning and Significance of life itself,' which I would place in a circle in the middle of the "I." Then the last circle behind it, I'd put in,"if caught bluffing more then twice get out." I'd then draw the straight horizontal line out from the outer edge of the "I' circle, I'd put the word "Movement" on it. (Movement of my body.) If I didn't project the circles far enough in my mind or if I forgot a word, I would have to start all over again.

East's Thoughts

    Yep! The forever spiritual universe might be where ever your at -- you!

    Right, a couple schizophrenia cures and we get a better idea of medicine to take to prevent in a child's early years and on to the planets.

East's Thoughts

    There is no meaning to life itself, that's why it's all ours, not to own but to have and use.

East's Thourhts

Can man's conscious come around long enough so he can save himself? And man's words for the future, I only cared about myself, the noise I made, and the dog. He can read books.

East's thoughts

    We have to be good people here or were not going to be successful in helping out there--space.

mankind's future is now at hand--psychosis induced mind travel.

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Chapter 7  Las Vegas and a New Beginning Page 13

    Living on the streets of Las Vegas in mid-summer was an experience in itself. I was sitting on a

curb with an old deck of Bee playing cards a block away from downtown Fremont Street where all

the big casinos and hotels are practicing dealing the game of "21". I didn't want to use a new deck; I

may need it for later.

Stephen H. East's Thouhgts

    I guess the object of life lies in the helping, the experiencing, and the helping-- for adults, for the alien help we encounter, and the universes, that's all there is folks. Throw possession right out the window, it's cancer. It's a burden to the soul. Life happened here and so did helping. If it happened in one place it's in another. Help!

Stephen H. East Thoughtts

    Thru the subconscious we learn to live forever or close to it. Just as the blank tablet seeds traveled through and with dark energy and dark matter so did the tablets pick it up and became it until they reached there destination and for the most part grow forever.

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    I threw the felony limit of marijuana out of a car window three years ago. Whammy! A 4F classification with three years' probation to wait out: I had been in Mexico for sixteen months of it. When I came back, there was one more lottery, and my number wasn't called. Magic! The war was over, and the state law changed the felony limit on marijuana to an amount more then I had! It was as though the crime never happened!

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I would miss the warm weather and all I had experienced-- Cholula, with it's reported 365 outdoor churches, the pyramids, the poor people, the language, the poker games, the marijuana, the music and, of course, the wild parties. It all spelled fun in the sun. I hadn't attended classes.

Stephen H. East's Thoughts

    W'eve got three things going for us. All the qualities of life , including emotions are in our minds,. The chute, (the soul) and the catalyst the psychosis. Two problems, How do we sense? How do we communicate? Guilt might get in the way.

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Chapter 7 Las Vegas and a New Beginning Page 12

    Mexico had been fun. I had gone there for sixteen months. The first eight months I was there I

blew $1,500. Then, I came back. For the last eight months I left with $80 and came back with $80.00

in my pocket. I went down there knowing two words of Spanish, hello and how much?

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    It was the summer of 1971. I had a brief respite at my folks home, but not before a big poker game
in Mexico where I won 5,000 pesos--$400.00 in American currency. I realized most of the students had gone home for the summer, and I had a gut feeling inside me that it was time to leave Mexico for good.

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I never did figure out why I cheated my way through high school, my first year and a half of collage,

and the year and a half I had spent at the University of Americas in Mexico, although I did straighten

out a bit at the University. Was it a quirk of a malfunctioning ego? I didn't know! although I did know

people I didn't gamble with and they had become friends, I often toyed with the thought of weather I

I should challenge these friendships by placing my capitalistic desire between them.

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    I was twenty-three years old with just a year and a half of collage credits to my name thanks to the
Collage of Artesia  in New Mexico, which I learned two weeks ago had closed due to lack of funding. The collage of Artesia had been a beacon of sorts to me, an adventure, good times and good friends just a few hours away from Carlsbad Caverns, Mexico, and the White Sands, sand dunes.

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Chapter 6  School and Entering Las Vegas  Page 11

    Entering Las Vegas, I'd come in by way of  hitchhiking from Illinois. My mother let me out a half mile from home on the off ramp before the tollbooth in Crowsville, my dad's travel case in one hand and a bleached white laundry bag filled with clean clothes in the other. I had $45 in my pocket, and a dream of making it big as a gambler.

Stephen H. East's Thoughts

    Woman driving you nuts? She's crazy? Only because you have not figured it out yet. You've done

pretty good so far now one last step -- mind travel-- or your dead meat.

    To fast to learn your lesson fast and learn it well?

Monthly Alerts

    Waiting for the psychiatrists to do there job: mind travel in four months.
    Please pardon the faults in the blog.
    Psychiatrists note: In the book I failed to mention that Doctor Chapman took the Whole Earth Catalog out of the waiting room after the first appointment. Also after he cured my repression he knew my mind well enough to cure others.
    Warning! Patients must read the whole Book or end up in worse shape.

Stephen H. East's Authors Thoughts

    I've said it before, were looking to shorten up the time in between birth to death and back to age

25 or so (your choice). Answers lie in the subconscious, cure a psychosis, it's a start.

    The idea is to keep the physical (body) perfect so the mind (emotions), spirit can thrive.

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Chapter 5  The Beginning of Gambling  Page 10

    Laughing all the way to the bank is a common phrase. In this case it was to my cherry red 1962 Corvette. I stacked and stuffed the approximate $1,000 worth of variety of vinyl albums wherever they would fit. They were piled high in the trunk and passenger seat. There must have been 200 of them. I would have to be careful driving home. "Poor Flagg," I said to myself , choking between the laughter. "Poor Flagg!" He had gotten the short shuffle again.

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Chapter 5  The Beginning of  Gambling  page 10

"Don't do anything to those cards!" He said, putting the cards on a desk before leaving the cubicle.

I thought that I would have to work fast, giving this sucker the short shuffle. I didn't have much time.

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    "They aren't marked?" John asked, while taking them roughly from my hand. A standard question.
    "Yeah, sure Flagg!" I said. They weren't
    "Well, let's get to it!" he said. That was my cue ti go to work.
    "All right, Flagg!" I said sarcastically.
    The bell sounded in the store.
    " Uh, oh, customer!" Flagg said, getting up with a start, moving quickly and nimbly for a teenager his size.

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    "The cards! The cards!" He said anxiously while extending his right arm, palm open, face up. He was right of course; I always carried a deck with me except when I was in the shower. You never knew when you could get a game up. I put the bills in my right front pocket.
    I reached into the back left-hand pocket of my levis and pulled out a relatively new deck of Bee playing cards- the best money could buy at a drug store.

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    "I know! I know! Forget the 80!" He said  emphatically as he pulled out his wallet, thrusting it open, yanking out the obviously pre-counted bills and shoving them towards me.
    "You don't have to count it!" he said
    "All right!' I said, afraid I wasn't going to get it.I grabbed the bills.
    "Well?" he said
    "Well what?" I said, preferring to take one step at a time. I didn't want to frighten him away.  

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Chapter 5  The Beginning of Gambling  page 8
    "Let's use the back room," Flagg said, while motoring down the aisle ahead of me. I quickly followed.
    In the room he said, "How about giving me a chance to win it back?" I loved to hear those words! It usually meant I was going to clean house.
    "How are you going to do that. John? you already owe me $53.80."

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    I walked in the Record Store on one of the main streets in Crowsville at approximately seven o'clock right after dinner.
    There was a small bell attached to the front door, which rang as I entered. Flagg was behind the counter.
    "What's going on?" he asked, as he came out from behind the counter, (records were everywhere, even on the walls.)
    "What's up, Flagg? I said, as my emotions quickly accelerated to near fever pitch.

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Chapter Five: The Beginning of Gambling  Page 8
    I was beating the hell out of John Flagg in the game of poker in the lunchroom of Crowsville High on a daily basis when things got out of hand. I had him in the hole $53.80 at the end of a lunch hour when he declared he didn't have the money! I became infuriated and began to put pressure on the 6'2" squarely built teenager who was solid as a block of concrete, his fingers and wrists loaded with jewelry, his fave full, hair cut short. He finally capitulated after a little haggling and agreed to pay me at the Crowsville Record Store where he worked part-time at night.

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Chapter Five: The Beginning of Gambling  Page 7 and 8 

    I was soon banned from gambling in the family house although I'd often ignore the rule. I wasn't discouraged from gambling outside of it. I played with anyone who wanted to play. I soon picked up cheating habits out of Scarnes book that informed readers of ways to protect the honest gambler, and I wasn't an honest gambler most of the time. Money started to roll my way along with merchandise that came in such varieties as watches, rare coins, bicycles, and clothes right of a student's back.

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Chapter five: The Beginning of Gambling  Page 7
    After the two short vacation weeks we returned to Crowsville where I immediately began studying the game of poker. It quickly became a passion and developed into a habit. John Scarnes' " Complete Guide to Gambling"' became my Bible, which I stole from the Crowsville library.

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     At the sprawling summer home of my grandparents in Sister Bay, Wisconsin, again on my fathers side of the family. I became intrigued by the money that could be had from the sheer luck of a win over my fellow peers just down the shoreline. I remember running through the dark dense woods of birch and pine, which separated the summer homes, elated beyond words, understanding I personally had something to do with the $12.50 win.

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    Chapter Five: The Beginning of Gambling  Page 7
     It wasn't until my sixteenth year in the summer of 1965 that tangible symptoms began to appear. I somehow became drawn to gambling. I was first exposed to it at my grandparents' house on my father's side of the family. Every major holiday there would be a poker game in the downstairs bedroom of the spacious suburban home just a mile away from Crowsville. I was, of course, too young to play. My begging to get into the game was just ignored.

East's Thoughts

   "Yep ladies!" Your eternal growth forever, man, adapt and cope(work I guess) are you growing to?
    Some men, no conscious, destroy, breed, destroy, till there's no more. Problem? No work ethic. Some can grow out of it.
    It's impossible for man to win. Why, because he's just a man. the best he can do is work, go home and get a dog; see if he can remain good till something better comes along: Mind travel please.

East's Notes: Mind Travel Again

   Mind travel: your going to have to be trained and or have life experiences -- work, primarily. what all has existed here is out there, trillions times over. Helping the evolving entities out. You can't play games with it and you can't make a mistake.

Author's thoughts: What we learn

   What we learn about forever here , helps us out there. Answers may lie in the helping.
    Yes folks! Sometimes life-- nature, is plum stupid, then again it's what you make of it. Were not doing so bad, things could be worse.
    Space, the suns, black holes, dark energy, dark matter, It's all here to help, we just have to figure it out.

   

What We learn

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    My high school friends were my partners in crime. High school was a drag and my best grades were C's and D's. I looked forward to gym class. There were girlfriends and only one puppy love, but it didn't last long. There was, of course music, and I loved rock and roll, and the blues got me started--like the Paul Butterfield Blues Band, Muddy Waters and Albert King. Then, there were the Kinks, the Birds, Country Joe and the fish, the Grateful Dead and the Mamas and Papas.

Stephen H. East's Thoughts

   If  we've learned anything about the way we treated black people we should embrace clones.
   We live in forever friendly universe's. A few rules to follow which will guide our success. Keep it floating, play it straight, be well rounded.
   As long as forever keeps happening in this universe we have to remain steady state and the'll be side effects. As long as we don't hurt anyone or anything, then it's on to the next.

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    Schizophrenics and psychotics as well as psychiatrists must read the book, Schizophrenia Repression Cured totally or the patient could end up in worse shape. (download stephenheast.com
    Live for being and be as you do. "Oh those bosses! Shit!"
   

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Lastly,there was the job as a construction worker-- concrete work to be exact. The work was hard and whipped me into shape. the job lasted about a year till the bottom fell out of this to.
    I just wasn't responsible.

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   Chapter Four continued: Background

    After high school I found work as a factory worker, which lasted about two months before I was fired, for what reason I never knew! I tried tree tree trimming for awhile and got good at it, but the boss was a crook who gave me a ten-cent raise an hour after a year. He had given me the impression that I could look forward to $1.00 or more. Forget him!

Monthly Reminder

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   Chapter Four: Background

    In my teen years I couldn't hold down a job; my life had no direction. I worked temporarily as a caddie. My first formal job was at a tollway oasis where I learned how to work fast.

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    I had taken a purse out of an unlocked car on a main street in Crowsville and was caught a few minutes after the act. I was under eighteen at the time and was released to my parents. I was poor at telling right from wrong.

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      Chapter Four  Background  continued
       When I was a teen there were cars, and I had car wrecks! I had two Corvettes and a MGA1600. One  Corvette I totaled, ran it into the side of a concrete bridge. The MGA I totaled by running it into the back of another car. I had two car accidents with my mothers cars.

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    I must also say that I had an uncle on my fathers side of the family whom in mid-life committed suicide. Obviously, he to had a world of problems.

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    I must report some childhood abuse by my father. He confided in me that he hit me when I was a baby because I was crying. Who knows what else he did, if anything. But one should not forget that he to was abused verbally when he was a child by his father. and who knows, my grandfather may have been abused by his father and so on. My father was also born with a hole in his heart.

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    If this wasn't enough, money went through Dad's fingers like it was water. He couldn't handle money. During my childhood years, he was absent from the family more then he was around. Dad cheated on mom for years.

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    Chapter Four  Background  continued

     My father's family got over emotional with pets. It was overdone and not normal. they overdid it to the point where Dad developed a love/hate relationship for our pets. During my childhood we had numerous pets. I once observed Dad throwing a 16" softball with a lot on it at a stray cat on our backyard fence. He was always hard on us about feeding the animals.

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   Chapter Four  Background
    It wasn't normal to have a father with serious emotional problems. His legacy from his father who mistrusted him and blamed him for things he didn't do made it all the worse. Dad's father was a man who drank heavily and couldn't hold his liquor. Outbursts of anger were often the scenario around the holidays.

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   Chapter Three
    It wasn't normal to have a sickly brother who was born with a serious heart condition. We were both born with opposite sides of our sternum bones sticking up. He is two years younger.

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   Chapter three  The Middle of Breakdown Number Three (continued)
    I was in the Capital Hill Park just the other day communing in the sun when my eyes lay on the tall lanky black next to me. His arms and legs were sprawled all over the place, his head cocked in a weird angle as it met the lush green grass. Then it hit me! Was this the same guy I had seen in my apartment building  just standing in an open doorway, frozen? Legs spread like he was walking? Bent forward like he was running?
    Somehow my mind had become frozen in time.
   

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    In July 1981, I lost my job at the Colorado Toys and Gimmicks in Englewood, Colorado for an unknown reason. 

    I started working out of a labor pool also in Capital Hill. I was landscaping a highway with about ten other men of all different backgrounds. I remember the lengths of light sod becoming impossibly heavy. Some men next to me noticed my sudden collapse of strength and moved to help me, only to be backed off by the foreman who was overseeing our production. To me, it meant the beginning of the end.

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Chapter Three
   Sticking my head in a heated gas oven, I tried to recreate how it felt to be the male negro downstairs who was sweating profusely. It didn't work, and I didn't injure myself. What came to mind were the words that had come to consciousness while I was riding a public bus back from an errand on Colfax Street in Denver. a businessman had entered the stopped bus, and he seemed to say to me, "He can breathe, can't he?" To me that meant there was hope! My mind could breathe!

Subconscious Soul Words

   Soul, subconscious, from a childhood memory, you can adjust your body, eternal life with just a word. It's all tied to the subconscious, we can do anything.

Words and the Subconscious

   Yep! Folks it's a miracle what words can do. They can cure a case of schizophrenia. What else can they do? They can make you feel good or like shit. Words to or from the subconscious, and more miracles. Missing sight or a leg? No problem-  the planets, hey were there. We looked back and laughed. a little joke.

New Universes

   Black holes, start a new universe here. Just what we need no more. Help out, that's what saves us.
   Actually all we need is just what a body needs, there's enough for all now. We make do with what we have  and no designs on any other entity. We use our solar system to house bodies.

The Helping

   Right back to the universes; the helping will probably save us, dumb luck, strange lives, our souls saved to.
  The kids move on to other universes, set up outposts and age there, if age even exists.
   With the helping a new universe may arise( see the women here, growth ) you never know.
   And we don't need a case of the melodramatics, only so much time. It's always work to the break.

 
 

Universal App

   Are we all just physical entities in this universe? Hard to believe with all the suns in the middle of all these galaxies.
   Why won't the universes, universal app work? Simple, because the universes go on forever.

Who We Are

   Where we come from, violence among other things, is not who are, were basically good people. Like it or not, mind travel, we'll be judged by who we are not what we did. Yet, is what we do who we are? In essence no. And the space creature said, "show me your history." And it ain't pretty, but it's real and eventually useful, we learn.

The Forever Spirit

   They flow from universe to universe through natural entrance points. In search of the constant forever spirit. The spirit already in us, forever is elusive.  

Universes Entry and Exit

  Perhaps a universal app for entry and exist's to all  universes; forget it they go on forever and they change. the app doesn't exist it's pure bunk.  

Book Schizophrenia Repression Cured corrections

   Dr. Chapman: took away the Whole Earth Catalog from his waiting room after the first appointment. Also after he cured the first repression, the therapist  by now should know the patients mind well enough to cure the next repression and so on.

Universe's Retirement

     Universe's retirement communities, as youth ventures out in search of the forever spiritual life- watch it! Setting up new outposts.

What Man Wants

   What man wants he will soon destroy and  kill us all, unless he finds a better way fast- mind travel.

Earths Little Dance

   As the life in this universe does it's little dance before we move on over to the others and never stop. Helping seems to be the rule, same as here.

Mind Travel To The Satellites

   On planet earth: They had to go through their rituals- love- before reaching for the satellites, mind travel.

Sick Cure

   Right! Iv'e got something to say, keep it brief .
   An uncle of mine , a real pro. (trained.) Had me believe that he could ground me down mentally a big black glob would come out of my gut and i'd be cured of my mental disorder. Yeah right- talk.(Read Schizophrenia Repression Cured download stephenheast.com

Universal Entity

   Yep, sooner or later man has to grow out of being a smart monkey into being a universal entity, or die here.

   Ok, I've said it before, imagine a leg without pain, just a leg, in your subconscious- your leg, presto, no more pain.

Mind Travel Again

All   this petty personal  arguing doesn't bode well with mankind. They have bigger fish to fry. They could be mind traveling in three and a half months.Come on you therapists it's all in your hands.

Earths Axis Shot

   With the poles ice melting it will throw our axis out of  whack-- mind travel please! Please read schizophrenia repression cured. Please download  stephenheast.com  Thank you. God help us all!

East's 8th manuscript:thoughts

   Everybody has, had or will have a mind.

   Mind travel: All minds have the capability.

   Figure it out: That's it. Help out other mind or mind like creatures. So they can figure it out and so on.

   That's all life's been about figuring it out. Oh! It will be a trip all right.

   Like I said, waiting on the therapists to cure psychosis ( schizophrenia ) and use what we learn.

East's 8th manuscript: thoughts

   Once again trying to shorten the time up between lives, waiting on the analysts.

East's 8th Manuscript: Thoughts

   Man to his child: You can't be who I want to be ( whatever that is ). I't's an unnatural situation.
    The present state of human time: Pink dresses and fairy tale prince's bending to spent bullets  and motorcycles. Like I said it's give and take and that's work. Man your just as crazy, if not destructive. Yet look around us-wow! And the death. End of story.

The Subconscious

   The subconscious- whatever we say goes. Life and the universe's riddle.It's what you make of it thats the riddle.

East's 8th manuscript thoughts

   Universe's time riddle lies in the subconscious.

East's 8th manuscript;thoughts

   Schizophrenia: window to the subconscious and human kinds future.

East's 8th manuscript:thoughts

   Right! Here's our objective: Steady state universes it goes on forever. There will be those who object - except dying as a way of life - ugh! As  I have said before we control all earths pasts and futures from here , bring them all  back  thru the subconscious correct them if  needed.

East's 8th manuscript thoughts

    So much depends on dads yet he has to be watched around babies- it all makes sense, some how.
   
     Freedom perfect: yeah right. It might make you feel good for awhile.

     She turned her libido into a book mark in the bible: Go get them kid!

East's Thoughts 8th manuscript

   Boy! people who are bad seemingly have less problems then the good. there's more stuff to think about and consider.
 
   And nothing makes a difference except for the fact we all are.

East's 8th manuscript thoughts

   I guess a lot of so called religious people use their religion as an excuse for entitlement and to hell with values. I guess god comes up short, or does he care?

East's 8th manuscript, thoughts

   Work and subjectivity,mind free-somewhat of a contradiction- It;s work.
    Are you perfect? You just might drive yourself  crazy. You may reduce yourself to making moral mistakes. And the windows of your soul may be blocked out.

Stephen H East's Thoughts

   No folks, man can't be a "manwo" and the human mind can only stand so much. And it better be "yes dear!" Or your not going to make it.
   To those of you who ask why? Play it straight,we find we need help here. We are! And what do you think?

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   Chapter 2 The Book continued and end

    The book was 500 pages long. I strongly felt it would be published because there was a breakthrough in treatment of mental disorders that Dr. Chapman used with me.

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   Chapter Two: The book

    I accepted a joint from a guy outside my apartment building in the Capital Hill area of Denver, Colorado during the summer of 1981. I'd been living in Denver for two years. I didn't smoke it right then; I saved it for when I would be alone. I'd cut down my marijuana consumption significantly over the past five years while I spent my time writing a book on how I had  been cured of schizophrenia with the help of  a Las Vegas psychiatrist by the name of  Dr. Dave  Chapman.

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   I'm not what people would call handsome. I was a thin almost lanky kid through my teen years. I was clean-shaven throughout my 20's and 30'. I now have short brown hair and brown eyes with long black lashes. I'm  six feet tall in my bare feet. My ruddy facial complexion leaves something  to to be desired. My eyes, ears and nose are of ordinary proportions. My mother would still naturally call me handsome. My face is bearded now. 

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   Chapter Two: The Book

    

    It's March 24, 1991; I'm doing okay. I've got it under control, and I'm doing well financially. I was raised in a northern suburb of  Chicago, Illinois called Crowsville. I'm now 41 years old and lived the first 20 years of my life here. I was raised in a middle class family. I now reside here.

Stephen H East Unpublished Thoughts

   Were trying to shorten up the time inbetween lives from 8 billion years to the end of the universe and another 8 till we get back to where we are now.
    Help! thats where alot of meaning in life resides and maybe in part the universe.
    Control all of human mind time through the subconscious. And away they went!

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  Chapter One continued The symbol
 
   I would first imagine the letter "I." I would then project a circle in front of it. I called it "Self." I would then think and project the words "Care," "Respect," "Value," "Appreciate," "The Meaning and Significance, of life Itself," which I would place in a circle in the middle of the "I." Then the last circle went behind it I'd put in"if caught bluffing more then twice in one game get out." I'd then draw a straight horizontal line out from the outer edge of "I" circle; I'd put the word "Movement" on it.(Movement of my body.)

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   End chapter one

   

   I would first imagine the letter "I." I would then project a circle in front of it. i called it "Self." I would then think and project the words "Care,

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   It developed out of my teen years starting with just a word and growing to my surprise into something greater. Over and over in my mind the circles, lines and words would sashay together formed a symbol.
 

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     Introduction:                                                                                                                                               Some names have been changed. My sincere apologies to the people I cheated and to the people I fought in Denver. I spent most of my life in three different self -realities. Some of this story may be disordered,but the events are true and reported to the best of my ability.                                                      Therapy should take place only with a board certified professional.                                                         Patients and therapists:it is imperative that you read this book in its entirety.                                         Here is my autobiographical story.

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Dedicated: Bertha and good women                                                                                                          Preface: Are you looking for meaning in your life? How about the objective: when it is time start the universe over.                                                                                                                                             Are you looking for hope? Mind travel may be just around the corner.                                                   Can  we remain good people till mind travel becomes reality?                                                                 Stream of conscious,individual natures,inadequate information about the subconscious. Nature and life are strange and so is the universe.

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Life's Everywhere

If life happened once it will happen again;if life's in one place it's in another .250 billion galaxies and eight billion years left to experience them. Were everywhere and we have the memories to keep us company?

Heaven On Earth

Were waiting for the psychological therapists to read the book Schizophrenia Repression Cured do    their job. Deep subconscious imaging may grow body parts. Every universal entity has the potential for  individual  star travel. Nurse them along. the automobile will never replace the hoarse. Man's asleep at the wheel?

Author's common sense: truth and imagination

The idea i'm trying to get across here is that we use the subconscious to our advantage.psychological therapists can further this endeavor. We may cure ills,bring them all back, sort them out,correct them as we learn to mind travel.Is it worth giving it a try?

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